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Monday, August 22, 2022

๐Ÿ” ๐โ„๐•€๐”ธโ„• ๐Œ๐•†๐•ƒ๐•‚๐•† ๐”ธ๐•Š ๐๐•Š๐•โ„‚โ„๐•†๐•Š๐•โ„•๐•‹โ„๐”ผ๐•‹๐•€โ„‚ ๐Œ๐•†๐”ป๐”ผ๐•ƒ ๐•†๐”ฝ ๐Œ๐”ธโ„• ๐Ÿ”Ž

"๐„๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ฒ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐  ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž๐ฌ ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐จ๐ง๐š๐ฅ ๐ž๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ง๐œ๐ž๐ฌ. ๐…๐จ๐ซ ๐ฆ๐ž, ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ข๐ฌ ๐š ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐š๐ฉ๐ฒ, ๐š ๐œ๐š๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ซ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ. ๐ˆ๐ญ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฌ๐จ ๐š ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐œ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐จ๐ง๐ž๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐Ÿ. ๐–๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ข๐ฌ ๐š ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐œ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐š๐ฅ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ž๐ง๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ž๐ฆ๐จ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ข๐ง๐ฌ๐ข๐๐ž ๐ฆ๐ž." ▪๐˜ฝ๐™๐™„๐˜ผ๐™‰ ๐™ˆ๐™Š๐™‡๐™†๐™Š▪

Photo credit: Joseph Llanes

๐ŸŸช ๐‘ป๐’๐’…๐’‚๐’š'๐’” ๐’‘๐’๐’”๐’• ๐’Š๐’” ๐’…๐’†๐’…๐’Š๐’„๐’‚๐’•๐’†๐’… ๐’•๐’ ๐‘ฉ๐’“๐’Š๐’‚๐’'๐’” ๐’”๐’‘๐’Š๐’“๐’Š๐’•, ๐’‚๐’” ๐’”๐’†๐’†๐’ ๐’ƒ๐’š ๐’‚ ๐’”๐’•๐’–๐’…๐’†๐’๐’• ๐’๐’‡ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ฐ๐’๐’”๐’•๐’Š๐’•๐’–๐’•๐’† ๐’๐’‡ ๐‘ท๐’”๐’š๐’„๐’š๐’„๐’‰๐’๐’”๐’š๐’๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’”๐’Š๐’”. The text was written in 2011 after the autor read a quote by Brian from the ๐‘ฉ๐’‚๐’•๐’•๐’๐’† ๐‘ญ๐’๐’“ ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐‘บ๐’–๐’ era. Battle for The Sun is described by most critics as a brighter and more optimistic album. To which critics Brian and Stefan have added nuance:

"๐˜๐˜ง ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ฎ, ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ฉ ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ญ๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ, ๐˜ช๐˜ต'๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฌ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ฎ. ๐˜ˆ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜'๐˜ฎ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ฎ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ค, ๐˜ช๐˜ต'๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ. ๐˜๐˜ฏ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜บ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ง๐˜ถ๐˜ญ, ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฌ ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ."
✔️ ๐™ฑ๐š›๐š’๐šŠ๐š— ๐™ผ๐š˜๐š•๐š”๐š˜ - ๐™ด๐š•๐šŽ๐š๐šข - ๐Ÿธ00๐Ÿฟ


"๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜บ ๐˜ข ๐˜ฃ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ฎ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜—๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ'๐˜ด ๐˜ฎ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ค ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ญ๐˜บ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜จ๐˜ฐ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ข ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ง๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ? ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ค๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ฉ๐˜ถ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด.”
✔️ ๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐š๐šŠ๐š— ๐™พ๐š•๐šœ๐š๐šŠ๐š• - ๐™ฒ๐š•๐š’๐šŒ ๐™ผ๐šž๐šœ๐š’๐šŒ - ๐™ฐ๐š™๐š›๐š’๐š• ๐Ÿธ00๐Ÿฟ


๐ŸŸช Beyond the psychological aspect of the text, it is also the vision of a fan who, like many of us, considers ๐‘ท๐’๐’‚๐’„๐’†๐’ƒ๐’ ๐’‚๐’” ๐’‚๐’ ๐’Š๐’๐’”๐’‘๐’Š๐’“๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’ in her life, a model, allowing her to understand and know herself better.

๐ŸŸช But before you start reading, a short explanation of what psychosynthesis is about.

Photo credit: Moritz Hagen

◾◾ ๐ด ๐‘๐‘’โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ฃ๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ ๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘Ž ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘Ž๐‘™ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘  ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘ฆ ๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘ฆ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘™ ๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘๐‘ก๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘ฆ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘“๐‘™๐‘–๐‘๐‘ก. ๐‘ƒ๐‘ ๐‘ฆ๐‘โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘ฆ๐‘›๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘š๐‘  ๐‘ก๐‘œ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘๐‘ก๐‘ , ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘โ„Ž โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘–๐‘Ÿ ๐‘œ๐‘ค๐‘› ๐‘’๐‘ฅ๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘›๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘‘๐‘œ ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘ฆ๐‘  ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘’๐‘๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘๐‘–๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘ . ๐ผ๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ ๐‘“๐‘–๐‘’๐‘™๐‘‘ ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘ ๐‘๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘›๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘  ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘š๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘–๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘’ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘ก๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ ๐‘๐‘ ๐‘ฆ๐‘โ„Ž๐‘’.

๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘ฆ ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘  ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘ฆ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘™ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘œ๐‘ก๐‘  ( ๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘๐‘–๐‘๐‘™๐‘–๐‘›๐‘’ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘œ๐‘๐‘’๐‘›๐‘›๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ ), ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘ ๐‘œ ๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ก ๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘‘๐‘ฆ/๐‘š๐‘–๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘›๐‘˜. ๐ผ๐‘ก ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘๐‘™๐‘ข๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘’๐‘™๐‘’๐‘š๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘‘๐‘ฆ, ๐‘’๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘  ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘ฃ๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘ฆ. ◾◾

I wish you a very good time in reading it ✨


๐Ÿ”ท ๐™๐™๐™š ๐™ก๐™–๐™จ๐™ฉ ๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™š ๐™ค๐™› ๐™ข๐™ฎ ๐™ข๐™ค๐™™๐™š๐™ก, ๐˜ฝ๐™ง๐™ž๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™ˆ๐™ค๐™ก๐™ ๐™ค. ๐Ÿ”ท

๐Ÿ”น I’m a huge fan of Placebo and I’m a member of the Institute of Psychosynthesis, a branch of Human Psychology, founded by Roberto Assagioli in 1926. I’m studying to be a counselor.

๐Ÿ”น Since the beginning of their careers I’ve loved the music of the band and thought that somehow ๐‘ฉ๐’“๐’Š๐’‚๐’ ๐’“๐’†๐’‘๐’“๐’†๐’”๐’†๐’๐’•๐’” ๐’Œ๐’Š๐’๐’… ๐’๐’‡ “๐’‘๐’”๐’š๐’„๐’‰๐’๐’”๐’š๐’๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’•๐’Š๐’„ ๐‘ด๐’‚๐’”. Very briefly ๐‘ƒ๐‘ ๐‘ฆ๐‘โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘ฆ๐‘›๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘“๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘  ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘”๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘  ๐‘’๐‘ฅ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘ก๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘ฆ ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ โ„Ž๐‘ข๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘›๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘’, ๐‘โ„Ž๐‘ฆ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘™, ๐‘’๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘Ž๐‘™, ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘Ž๐‘™ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘ ๐‘๐‘–๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘ข๐‘Ž๐‘™. The synthesis occurs around a personal center, the conscious ego, the “I”, so that it is possible a formation or reconstruction of a personality around this center, through the correct use of the will.

๐ผ๐‘› ๐‘œ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘ค๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘‘๐‘ , ๐‘Ž โ„Ž๐‘ข๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘๐‘’๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘œ ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘™ ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ฆ ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘‘๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐‘“ โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘ /โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘ฆ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘”โ„Ž โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘ /โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘๐‘ก ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘ก๐‘  ๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘‘๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘”๐‘œ๐‘Ž๐‘™, ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘Ž๐‘โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ก๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘˜ ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘˜๐‘’ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘ฆ๐‘›๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘“๐‘“๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ก ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘‘๐‘’, ๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ฆ ๐‘œ๐‘“๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘› ๐‘œ๐‘๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘’ ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘โ„Ž ๐‘œ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ.

Photo credit: Franck Juery

๐Ÿ”น But what is the best way to take the control of the sides if not giving them a voice, listening to them, telling of them, singing of them, expressing them, looking at them as you would be another person, experiencing a kind of empathy for them, finally accepting them and integrating them ?

๐Ÿ”น Watching the documentary in the new Placebo dvd “๐‘พ๐’† ๐’„๐’๐’Ž๐’† ๐’Š๐’ ๐’‘๐’Š๐’†๐’„๐’†๐’”” that intuition about Brian grew even more inside me. When I heard him say the words:

“…๐“๐ก๐ž ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ ๐ˆ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ง๐ข๐œ๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ฅ๐ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ˆ ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ง๐ข๐œ๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ข๐ญ ๐›๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ, ๐ˆ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ค, ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฌ. ๐ˆ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ซ๐ญ๐ฌ ๐จ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ ๐š๐ฌ ๐š ๐œ๐จ๐ง๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐š๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฆ๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐Ÿ, ๐š ๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐Ÿ-๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐š๐ฉ๐ฒ, ๐š๐ง ๐š๐œ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐œ๐š๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ซ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ. ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ข๐ญ’๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ง ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐š๐ง ๐ž๐ฑ๐จ๐ซ๐œ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ, ๐ข๐ญ’๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐ž ๐ญ๐ซ๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฌ๐ž ๐ž๐ฆ๐จ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ, ๐ฐ๐ก๐ข๐œ๐ก ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ญ๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐›๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ข๐ง๐ฌ๐ข๐๐ž ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฆ๐ž. ๐’๐จ๐ฆ๐ž๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ˆ ๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐š๐ ๐ž ๐›๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ฒ, ๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐œ๐ก ๐ข๐ง ๐จ๐ง ๐ฆ๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐Ÿ, ๐ข๐ง ๐š ๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ง๐š๐ฏ๐ž๐ฅ-๐ ๐š๐ณ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ….”

….suddenly I realized I was the same, the reason I love him so much is that we both pursuit to find the truth in ourselves.

So I started to write this article…

๐Ÿ”น ๐ผ’๐‘š ๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘ฆ๐‘  ๐‘ ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘ง๐‘ง๐‘™๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘› ๐ผ โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘œ๐‘๐‘™๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘Ž๐‘ฆ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘ƒ๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘’๐‘๐‘œ ๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘๐‘ข๐‘š, ๐‘ฉ๐’‚๐’•๐’•๐’๐’† ๐’‡๐’๐’“ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’”๐’–๐’, ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘๐‘ข๐‘š ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘š ๐‘๐‘’๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐‘–๐‘ก’๐‘  ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘œ๐‘๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘š๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘.

๐Ÿ”น This may also be true, but I think Brian and Stefan don’t like to hear the thing. And they surely are right, because saying that the last Placebo album is more beautiful because it is more optimistic is like saying depressed, lonely, sad, abused people can produce only ugly stuff, or even they haven’t the right to share their lives and their feelings because they are pessimistic then ugly. They better remain silent to not bother happy people. There is beauty in everything and I personally think the reason for the last album being better is because Placebo are growing as artists and human beings. And let me say that the literature is filled with pessimistic masterpieces (think of novels and poetries written at the war’s periods) and to be optimistic doesn’t assure an artist to make a beautiful work.

Photo credit: Scarlet Page

๐Ÿ”น Once, when my daughter was only six, I let her listen to ๐‘ด๐’†๐’…๐’”. After only a minute she looked at me and said: ”Mum, I’m sorry for you, you are a loser.“ This really left me dazed. She barely knew English so I thought she had learnt that English word “looser” from some Hanna Montana’s stuff she was used to watching.

Saying that sad, depressed, stuck people are losers and that happy, combative, self confident people are winners is not completely wrong, but… ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘›’๐‘ก ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘’ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ฆ โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘ /โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘“๐‘’๐‘’๐‘™๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘ค๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘˜๐‘›๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘™๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘  ๐‘๐‘™๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘ก ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘—๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘œ๐‘˜ ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘˜๐‘’ ๐‘Ž ๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘’??.

I think it’s part of some culture, which starting from the basic statement that optimism is the foundation for victory, which I agree with, ends with the dangerous statement that everything sad, or depressing, ugly, painful has to be referred to as losers.

๐‘ซ๐’†๐’๐’š๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’“๐’• ๐’๐’‡ ๐’–๐’” ๐’Š๐’” ๐’๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“ ๐’‚ ๐’—๐’Š๐’„๐’•๐’๐’“๐’š. ๐‘ฐ๐’‡ ๐’˜๐’† ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’•๐’ ๐’˜๐’Š๐’, ๐’˜๐’† ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’•๐’ ๐’˜๐’Š๐’ ๐’˜๐’Š๐’•๐’‰ ๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’๐’‡ ๐’š๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’”๐’Š๐’…๐’†๐’”, ๐’‘๐’๐’”๐’Š๐’•๐’Š๐’—๐’† ๐’‚๐’” ๐’˜๐’†๐’๐’ ๐’๐’†๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’—๐’†.

๐‘พ๐’‰๐’†๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’”๐’‰๐’‚๐’“๐’† ๐’š๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’‡๐’†๐’†๐’๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ๐’” ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’”๐’‰๐’๐’˜ ๐’š๐’๐’–๐’“๐’”๐’†๐’๐’‡ ๐’‚๐’” ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‚๐’“๐’†, ๐’˜๐’‰๐’†๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’“๐’†๐’„๐’๐’ˆ๐’๐’Š๐’›๐’† ๐’š๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’˜๐’†๐’‚๐’Œ๐’๐’†๐’”๐’”, ๐’˜๐’‰๐’†๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‚๐’“๐’† ๐’‚๐’˜๐’‚๐’“๐’† ๐’๐’‡ ๐’š๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’‡๐’†๐’‚๐’“๐’”, ๐’˜๐’‰๐’†๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’Œ๐’๐’๐’˜ ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‚๐’“๐’† ๐’‚ ๐’๐’๐’๐’”๐’†๐’“, ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‚๐’“๐’† ๐’‚ ๐’˜๐’Š๐’๐’๐’†๐’“ !

๐Ÿ”น I can understand that at the beginning of his career Brian’s sides which mostly urged to be expressed were the most suffering, the angriest, the most repressed.

If you grew up as an abused or alienated child you’ll likely feel stuck in a bad mental frame. ๐ผ๐‘ก’๐‘  ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข ๐‘โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘š๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘ก, ๐‘–๐‘ก’๐‘  ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ ๐‘’๐‘ฅ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘’๐‘›๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘“๐‘’ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘˜๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘Ž ๐‘๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘š๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘ฃ๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ค๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘™๐‘‘ ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘ก๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘‘๐‘’ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘‘๐‘’ ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข. ๐‘Š๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘š๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘š๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ก ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘ฃ๐‘’, โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ค๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ, ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘”๐‘’ ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ ๐‘œ๐‘ค๐‘› ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘“๐‘’ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ ๐‘ฃ๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘“๐‘’. That is, you can turn more optimistic.

All the work Brian does on himself, trying to understand the emotions which are troubling inside of him “๐ข๐ง ๐š ๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ง๐š๐ฏ๐ž๐ฅ-๐ ๐š๐ณ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ” as he says, is likely similar to the work that psychosynthesis suggests.

๐Ÿ”น By listening to his own feelings, discovering every side of his personality and by giving them a voice, by accepting them with the tenderness of a mother, he managed to have the control of them, to synthesize the opposites in order to walk together towards a common goal, his success, that is the full expression of his potential as artist and as human being.

Brian has managed to deal with the conflict of personalities and the unmet needs he experienced in his youth.

Photo credit: Laetizia Forget

๐Ÿ”น ๐‘Œ๐‘œ๐‘ข ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐‘๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘š๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘, ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘›’๐‘ก ๐‘โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘š๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘. ๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘—๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘ก โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ . Brian didn’t choose to be pessimistic to look cooler. Depending on his past experiences, since as he referred he grew up as an alienated child, he was likely to reach the age of twenty feeling a pessimistic, angry and sad young man. This doesn’t mean a depressed person doesn’t have the right to share his pain and his negative vision of life, because ๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘Ž ๐‘”๐‘œ๐‘œ๐‘‘ ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘ฆ ๐‘ก๐‘œ โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘™ ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘’’๐‘  ๐‘ค๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘ . Again he doesn’t do that to look cooler, but because he needs to share to be accepted. ๐‘ถ๐’๐’„๐’† ๐’‰๐’† ๐’‰๐’‚๐’” ๐’”๐’‰๐’‚๐’“๐’†๐’… ๐’‰๐’† ๐’Š๐’” ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’๐’† ๐’•๐’ ๐’‰๐’†๐’‚๐’ ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž๐’”๐’†๐’๐’‡ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’ˆ๐’“๐’‚๐’…๐’–๐’‚๐’๐’๐’š ๐’Š๐’” ๐’—๐’Š๐’”๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’๐’‡ ๐’๐’Š๐’‡๐’† ๐’•๐’–๐’“๐’๐’” ๐’•๐’ ๐’ƒ๐’† ๐’Ž๐’๐’“๐’† ๐’๐’‘๐’•๐’Š๐’Ž๐’Š๐’”๐’•๐’Š๐’„ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‘๐’๐’”๐’Š๐’•๐’Š๐’—๐’†. ๐‘จ๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’Š๐’, ๐’‰๐’† ๐’…๐’๐’†๐’”๐’’๐’• ๐’„๐’‰๐’๐’๐’”๐’† ๐’๐’‘๐’•๐’Š๐’Ž๐’Š๐’”๐’Ž ๐’•๐’ ๐’ƒ๐’† ๐’„๐’๐’๐’๐’†๐’“ ๐’๐’“ ๐’Š๐’๐’„๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’”๐’† ๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’‚๐’–๐’…๐’Š๐’†๐’๐’„๐’†.

Brian never chose to be pessimistic. He just was like that because his heart was hurt and filled with anger. He felt a loser, but never meant to be a loser forever, for in fact all their albums are a search for a way out. And he found it ! So he’s a winner, because he felt a loser but at some point he chose to be a winner.

For that reason I disagree with that clinical psychologist who told him once, as Brian says in the documentary, “๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐›๐ž๐œ๐š๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž ๐ˆ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฌ ๐š๐ง ๐š๐ซ๐ญ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ, ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ž๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ˆ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ง๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐›๐ž ๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฒ, ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ž๐ญ๐ž๐ฅ๐ฒ.”

๐Ÿ”น This sounds quite a weird thing to say from that psychologist because who can be totally happy forever ? ๐‘จ๐’” ๐’‚๐’“๐’•๐’Š๐’”๐’• ๐‘ฉ๐’“๐’Š๐’‚๐’ ๐’˜๐’‚๐’๐’•๐’” ๐’•๐’ ๐’”๐’‰๐’‚๐’“๐’† ๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’‡๐’†๐’†๐’๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ๐’”, ๐’‰๐’† ๐’‹๐’–๐’”๐’• ๐’˜๐’‚๐’๐’•๐’” ๐’•๐’ ๐’”๐’‰๐’๐’˜ ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž๐’”๐’†๐’๐’‡ ๐’‚๐’” ๐’‰๐’† ๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’๐’๐’š ๐’Š๐’”. He has some needs, like to receive recognition, to be accepted, to be considered as any other human being, to be loved.

๐Ÿ”น Once he gets respect, appreciation, and he feels reworded and accepted for what he is, once he learns to cope with music industry’s pressures, the press’s attacks, the rock’ n’ roll lifestyle’s false rules, once he gets love from his son, friends and fans, once he gets more freedom through the money honestly gained, once he learnt to cope with his latent sides and the self-sabotage, why shouldn’t he feel happy ?

๐Ÿ”น As artist he may be unrest as sitting on a volcano, but this is the foundation for creativity and the urge to always set new goals in life, that is great !

So Brian and Stefan, go on ! We love you !
✔️ ๐™ธ๐š• ๐š‹๐š•๐š˜๐š ๐š๐š’ ๐™ฐ๐š•๐šŽ๐šก๐š’๐šŠ ๐™ผ๐šŽ๐š•๐š’ - ๐™ฝ๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š–๐š‹๐šŽ๐š› ๐Ÿธ๐Ÿน, ๐Ÿธ0๐Ÿท๐Ÿท

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Monday, December 20, 2021

๐ŸŒŸ ๐˜ฝ๐™Š๐™Ž๐˜พ๐™Š ๐ŸŒŸ

"๐™๐™ค๐™ง ๐™ข๐™š, ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™จ๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™–๐™ฉ ๐™๐™–๐™จ ๐™– ๐™จ๐™ฅ๐™š๐™˜๐™ž๐™–๐™ก ๐™ฅ๐™ก๐™–๐™˜๐™š ๐™ž๐™ฃ ๐™ข๐™ฎ ๐™๐™š๐™–๐™ง๐™ฉ ๐™ž๐™จ ๐˜ฝ๐™ค๐™จ๐™˜๐™ค."
(๐˜š๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜–๐˜ญ๐˜ด๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜ญ)

๐Ÿ”ธ ๐‘ฉ๐’๐’”๐’„๐’ is the last track of ๐ฟ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘‘ ๐ฟ๐‘–๐‘˜๐‘’ ๐ฟ๐‘œ๐‘ฃ๐‘’, the 7th album by ๐‘ƒ๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘’๐‘๐‘œ. It's an almost 7 minute long piano melody composed by ๐‘†๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘“๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘‚๐‘™๐‘ ๐‘‘๐‘Ž๐‘™. It is one of the first song to be written for ๐ฟ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘‘ ๐ฟ๐‘–๐‘˜๐‘’ ๐ฟ๐‘œ๐‘ฃ๐‘’, with the eponymous track.

The character in the song is calling for redemption because of his bad habits due to alcohol addiction and nasty behaviour towards his loved one. According to ๐ต๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘Ž๐‘›, ๐‘ฉ๐’๐’”๐’„๐’ is the most personal song he had ever written and his apology is directed " ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘Ž ๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ฆ ๐‘ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘๐‘–๐‘Ž๐‘™ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ ๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘œ ๐‘š๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘ฆ๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘  ". ๐Ÿ”ธ

Bosco ๐ŸŽฅ https://bit.ly/3o9nkg1 ๐ŸŽต

Photo credit: Jospeh Llanes, Screenshots from the video, edit by Laetitia

⭐ ๐•๐ˆ๐ƒ๐„๐Ž๐’ ⭐

๐Ÿ”ธ The video was directed by ๐พ๐‘ฆ๐‘™๐‘’ ๐‘†๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘ง๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ and and released on March 2014. It tells a very interesting and tragic story: the worst disappointments and desillusions in love.

Alternate video ๐ŸŽฅ https://bit.ly/3wq2qNq ๐ŸŽต


๐Ÿ”ธ The song has been played only once live, during the ๐‘€๐‘‡๐‘‰ ๐‘ˆ๐‘›๐‘๐‘™๐‘ข๐‘”๐‘”๐‘’๐‘‘ session. Recorded on 19 August 2015 at The London Studios. ๐ต๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘Ž๐‘› said about this recording:

"We wanted to do something extraordinary, something that would challenge us. The process has been interesting, because we were creating something while we were performing it. That was something we had never done before. The simultaneity of the performance and the creation process was completely new for us.”

(๐˜—๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ)

Live MTV Unplugged ๐ŸŽฅ https://bit.ly/3BTTxN9 ๐ŸŽต

๐Ÿ”ธ There are many quotes from the band about ๐‘ฉ๐’๐’”๐’„๐’ which give lots of details on what the song is about and how important this particular song is for ๐ต๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘Ž๐‘›, also on the writing process.

๐˜ฝ๐™ช๐™ฉ ๐™ฅ๐™ก๐™š๐™–๐™จ๐™š, ๐™—๐™š ๐™จ๐™ช๐™ง๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ฉ ๐™ข๐™ž๐™จ๐™จ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™ก๐™–๐™จ๐™ฉ ๐™ฆ๐™ช๐™ค๐™ฉ๐™š ๐™ฌ๐™๐™ž๐™˜๐™ ๐™ž๐™จ ๐™ง๐™š๐™–๐™ก๐™ก๐™ฎ ๐™จ๐™ช๐™ง๐™ฅ๐™ง๐™ž๐™จ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ! ๐Ÿ”ธ

Photo credit: Joseph Llanes

⭐ ๐๐‘๐ˆ๐€๐ ⭐

๐Ÿ“ข ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’†๐’“๐’† ๐’Š๐’” ๐’‚๐’๐’”๐’ ๐’‚ ๐’—๐’†๐’“๐’š ๐’๐’Š๐’„๐’† ๐’”๐’๐’๐’ˆ ๐’„๐’‚๐’๐’๐’†๐’… ๐‘ฉ๐’๐’”๐’„๐’. [...] ๐’€๐’๐’–'๐’๐’ ๐’•๐’†๐’๐’ ๐’Ž๐’† ๐’Š๐’‡ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’“๐’†๐’† ๐’˜๐’Š๐’•๐’‰ ๐’Ž๐’† ๐’๐’“ ๐’๐’๐’•, ๐’Š๐’” ๐’Š๐’• ๐’‚ ๐’—๐’†๐’“๐’š ๐’Ž๐’†๐’๐’‚๐’๐’„๐’‰๐’๐’๐’Š๐’„ ๐’”๐’๐’๐’ˆ ?

๐Ÿ’ฌ Very melancholic. It's about a relationship that is completely torn apart by addiction. It's not a depressing song. The fact that the narrator asks for forgiveness is very significant, as I said before, it's a desire to find some redemption.
(๐˜‰๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜”๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฐ - ๐˜๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ธ ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ̀๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ̀๐˜ด ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ́๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜™๐˜›๐˜“2 - 2013)


๐Ÿ“ข ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐’Ž๐’๐’”๐’• ๐’•๐’๐’–๐’„๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’”๐’๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Š๐’” ๐‘ฉ๐’๐’”๐’„๐’. ๐‘พ๐’‰๐’ ๐’Š๐’” ๐’Š๐’• ๐’…๐’†๐’…๐’Š๐’„๐’‚๐’•๐’†๐’… ๐’•๐’ ?

๐Ÿ’ฌ This is my apology to a very special person who must remain anonymous but... I am in all honesty, there is no story and no narrator. Therefore, it is still very difficult for me to hear Bosco without tears coming to my eyes.
(๐˜‰๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜”๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฐ, ๐˜’๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ)


๐Ÿ“ข ๐‘พ๐’‰๐’Š๐’„๐’‰ ๐’Š๐’” ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’”๐’๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Š๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’“๐’†๐’„๐’๐’“๐’… ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‡๐’†๐’†๐’ ๐’„๐’๐’๐’”๐’†๐’“ ๐’•๐’ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’”๐’๐’๐’ˆ ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’ƒ๐’†๐’”๐’• ๐’“๐’†๐’‘๐’“๐’†๐’”๐’†๐’๐’• ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’“๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‰๐’• ๐’๐’๐’˜ ๐’Š๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’„๐’‚๐’“๐’†๐’†๐’“ ?
๐Ÿ’ฌ Bosco .

๐Ÿ“ข ๐‘จ๐’๐’”๐’ ๐’Š๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’„๐’‚๐’“๐’†๐’†๐’“ ๐’Š๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’˜๐’‰๐’๐’๐’† ๐’„๐’‚๐’“๐’†๐’†๐’“ ?
๐Ÿ’ฌ For me, ๐ต๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘๐‘œ ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘Ž ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘“๐‘–๐‘›๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ก. It sounds the least like Placebo. It is a piano song with strings. There's hardly any guitar on it. It's very minimalist. It's very long . I think it's the one song that can transcend our identity and exist in its own context, without the necessary context of the band to give it meaning . Every band tries to write that one classic song and if you're lucky, you get to do it once in your career . Fleetwood Mac have done it many times, but they're geniuses. We may have got close to that classic song with Bosco. It may not be super classic because it's seven minutes long but that felt like the right amount of time to tell the story that needed to be told.
(๐˜‰๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜”๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฐ - ๐˜๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜จ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ฐ ๐˜๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ข, 2013)

๐Ÿ“ข ๐‘ฉ๐’๐’”๐’„๐’ " ๐’Š๐’” ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’๐’–๐’• ๐’‚๐’๐’„๐’๐’‰๐’๐’๐’Š๐’”๐’Ž ...
๐Ÿ’ฌ This is a very sad song , tragic, the devastating effect of addiction on a relationship. This song makes me cry. This is one of the most honest and vulnerable song in our career. We managed to create a song that can exist outside the context of Placebo.
(๐˜‰๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜”๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฐ - ๐˜“๐˜ฆ ๐˜š๐˜ฐ๐˜ช๐˜ณ)

๐Ÿ’ฌ It is probably the most honest I have ever been in a song. It's a process of catharsis and absolutely and very much directed at one person in particular.

You can write as many songs as you want to make amends to people you have hurt in your life but truthfully, the only amends that count is the living amend. It's how you behave in the future.
(๐˜‰๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜”๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฐ - ๐˜•๐˜ฆ๐˜ธ๐˜ด.๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ.๐˜ข๐˜ถ)

๐Ÿ’ฌ "I think every band tries to replicate their own identity in their songs . I would say that Bosco is definitely one of those songs."
(๐˜‰๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜”๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฐ - ๐˜’๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ.๐˜ข๐˜ต)

๐Ÿ“ข ๐‘พ๐’‰๐’'๐’” ๐‘ฉ๐’๐’”๐’„๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’Ž๐’†๐’๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’๐’†๐’… ๐’Š๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’”๐’๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’˜๐’‰๐’ ๐’•๐’๐’๐’Œ ๐’„๐’‚๐’“๐’† ๐’๐’‡ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’˜๐’‰๐’†๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’˜๐’†๐’“๐’† ๐’…๐’“๐’–๐’๐’Œ... ?
๐Ÿ’ฌ (long awkward silence) It's hard, very hard to answer this question. It's such a personal text ... It's full of regrets ... I think it's the most intimate and honest song I have ever written. The song is a way to offer my sincere apologies to someone ... It would be too difficult for me to tell more about it, I'm unable to give more details. I've never been this vulnerable in a song. With hindsight, I believe in the "Nancy Boy" era, in the 90's, I never thought our band would be able to do a song like "Bosco". It's so far from where we started ...
(๐˜‰๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜”๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฐ - ๐˜™๐˜ฐ๐˜ค๐˜ฌ๐˜”๐˜ข๐˜จ, 2013)

๐Ÿ“ข ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’†๐’“๐’† ๐’‚๐’“๐’† ๐’๐’๐’•๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐’“๐’†๐’‡๐’†๐’“๐’†๐’๐’„๐’†๐’” ๐’Š๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’‚๐’๐’ƒ๐’–๐’Ž. ๐‘ญ๐’๐’“ ๐’†๐’™๐’‚๐’Ž๐’‘๐’๐’†, ๐‘ฉ๐’๐’”๐’„๐’ ๐’“๐’†๐’Ž๐’Š๐’๐’…๐’” ๐’Ž๐’† ๐’๐’‡ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ญ๐’๐’†๐’Ž๐’Š๐’”๐’‰ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’Š๐’๐’•๐’†๐’“, ๐‘ฑ๐’†๐’“๐’๐’Ž๐’† ๐‘ฉ๐’๐’”๐’„๐’‰ ๐’˜๐’‰๐’Š๐’„๐’‰ ๐’Š๐’” ๐’‰๐’๐’˜ ๐’‰๐’†’๐’” ๐’๐’Š๐’„๐’Œ๐’๐’‚๐’Ž๐’†๐’… ๐’Š๐’ ๐‘บ๐’‘๐’‚๐’Š๐’.
๐Ÿ’ฌ I didn’t know that…

๐Ÿ“ข ๐‘พ๐’‰๐’†๐’“๐’† ๐’…๐’๐’†๐’” ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’๐’‚๐’Ž๐’† ‘๐‘ฉ๐’๐’”๐’„๐’’ ๐’„๐’๐’Ž๐’† ๐’‡๐’“๐’๐’Ž ? ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’†๐’“๐’† ๐’‰๐’–๐’๐’…๐’“๐’†๐’…๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐’‘๐’๐’”๐’”๐’Š๐’ƒ๐’Š๐’๐’Š๐’•๐’Š๐’†๐’”, ๐’”๐’–๐’„๐’‰ ๐’‚๐’” ๐‘ซ๐’๐’ ๐‘ฉ๐’๐’”๐’„๐’, ๐’‚ ๐’˜๐’๐’“๐’Œ๐’†๐’“ ๐’‘๐’“๐’Š๐’†๐’”๐’•, ๐’˜๐’‰๐’ ๐’Š๐’” ๐’‡๐’‚๐’Ž๐’๐’–๐’” ๐’Š๐’ ๐‘ญ๐’“๐’‚๐’๐’„๐’† ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐‘ฉ๐’†๐’๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’–๐’Ž…
๐Ÿ’ฌ Yeah, in Spain too. I think it’s also an Italian wine; it means ‘forest’ in Italy. In fact since Stefan started playing the piano on this song, he chose to give this name to the melody; then I wrote the lyrics. We couldn’t find a better title so we thought we should keep it; it’s quite abstract…there’s some sort of mystery in it. It can be interpreted in hundred ways and we love that ambiguity, the mystery that surrounds it. So we kept it.
(๐˜‰๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜”๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฐ - ๐˜—๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜๐˜”, 2013)

๐Ÿ’ฌ It's about a tragic relationship , torn by addiction . It also speaks of the search for redemption , and asking for forgiveness .
(๐˜‰๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜”๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฐ - ๐˜”๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ ๐˜•๐˜ฆ๐˜ธ๐˜ด)

Photo credit: Joseph Llanes

⭐ ๐’๐“๐„๐…๐€๐ ⭐

๐Ÿ’ฌ For me, the song that has a special place in my heart is Bosco. I remember the time that we wrote that song and it was in a very early stages of the album. I wrote the music and Brian was: “That is very beautiful. I have to write something that matches that.” So when he came in that day he said “Stef, I written the lyrics and let me know what you think ?” And he sang that song and I felt like my heart has been crushed, In a good way. Bosco is melancholic and beautiful at the same time. I think it’s that fine line about being in a dark place or sort of tackling that dark side of our emotions but doing it in a poetic way. And it’s about accepting those are the kind of feelings we all experience and rather than trying to shut them out by some form of substance or blocking them out with denial, it just tells you to let yourself to live through the process and moment. I think lyrics do that for him (Brian) as well. It’s a way for him to open up.
(๐˜š๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜–๐˜ญ๐˜ด๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜ญ - ๐˜๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ)


⭐ ๐’๐“๐„๐•๐„ ⭐

"๐‘ฏ๐’๐’˜ ๐‘ฐ ๐’”๐’–๐’„๐’Œ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’…๐’“๐’š"... Our dear ๐‘†๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’ had to precise this has nothing to do with mosquitoes or vampires ! ๐Ÿ˜„
๐Ÿ’ฌ “It’s more or less about a failed relationship, maybe. Brian writes the lyrics so he can tell you more in depth but I don’t think it’s about a mosquito.”

Photo credit: Joseph Llanes

⭐ ๐€ ๐๐ˆ๐“ ๐Ž๐… ๐‡๐”๐Œ๐Ž๐”๐‘ ⭐

๐Ÿ”ธ All these quotes are very, very serious but.... have you ever read that funny answer by ๐ต๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘Ž๐‘› at Linea Rock in 2013 ? When Barbara Caserta asked ๐ต๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘Ž๐‘› about the song, he replied in an ironic and amused tone:

๐Ÿ’ฌ "We wrote that in an Italian forrest, that's why it's called Bosco.

๐Ÿ“ข ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’‚๐’•'๐’” ๐’‚ ๐’—๐’†๐’“๐’š ๐’”๐’‘๐’†๐’„๐’Š๐’‚๐’ ๐’”๐’๐’๐’ˆ. ๐‘ญ๐’๐’“ ๐‘ฉ๐’๐’”๐’„๐’, ๐’…๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’‚๐’๐’š ๐’Š๐’๐’”๐’‘๐’Š๐’“๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’•๐’ ๐’˜๐’“๐’Š๐’•๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ?
๐Ÿ’ฌ We built campfire, we took magic mushrooms and we put face paint on and we did a sort of shamanic ritual in the Italian forrest and people from the other side, from another universe, sort of came and they took our hands and they placed them on a little miniature piano and we wrote that way"
(๐˜“๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข ๐˜™๐˜ฐ๐˜ค๐˜ฌ - 2013)

๐ป๐‘ข๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘™๐‘๐‘  ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘”โ„Ž๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘› ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ก ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐ต๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ฆ ๐‘ค๐‘’๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘“๐‘–๐‘’๐‘™๐‘‘ ๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘œ ! ๐Ÿ˜„ ๐Ÿ”ธ

๐Ÿ”ธ The vocals and lyrics provide this track a total sincere and touching dimension, as if it were all a matter of life and death (by which I mean mental). The call for redemption is emphasised by the dominant piano and the strings which add a genuine and honest dramatic inflection. All this adds depth to the theme of alcoholism and the harm it can do to a couple.

We will never know if the person Brian is talking to has forgiven him...

I hope so. ๐Ÿ”ธ

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Monday, December 6, 2021

๐ŸŒŸ ๐™‚๐™€๐™‰๐™€๐™๐˜ผ๐™๐™„๐™Š๐™‰ ๐™‚๐˜ผ๐™‹ ๐ŸŒŸ

"๐‘๐ž๐š๐ฅ ๐ซ๐จ๐œ๐ค'๐ง'๐ซ๐จ๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฅ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฎ๐š๐ ๐ž ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ซ๐ž๐›๐ž๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ข๐จ๐ง. ๐ˆ๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐œ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐œ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ž."
(๐ต๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘€๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘˜๐‘œ ๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐ท๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘๐‘™๐‘’ ๐ฝ๐‘’, 2003)

Photo credit: Gill Flett 

๐Ÿ”ธDear Soulmates, today we will focus on a couple of ๐ต๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘Ž๐‘›'s quotes regarding generation gap.

A generation gap is the difference of opinion between one generation and another regarding beliefs, politics or values. In current usage, it often refers to a gap between young people and their parents or grandparents.

Rock music has always been perceived as rebellious music, with all the clichรฉs attached to it. "Drug sex and rock'n'roll" is a worldwide sentence we often hear when talking about rock music, may it be 'soft' rock or 'hard' rock. Many rock bands have attracted a lot of interest and attention in their time.It can be also combined with a particular style of clothing or a specific attitude in order to shock.

Photo credit: Gill Flett 

๐ผ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘ก๐‘ค๐‘œ ๐‘ž๐‘ข๐‘œ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘๐‘ฆ ๐ต๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘โ„Ž ๐ผ'๐‘‘ ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘˜๐‘’ ๐‘ก๐‘œ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ ๐‘œ๐‘๐‘–๐‘›๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘œ๐‘›. ๐Ÿ”ธ

๐Ÿ’ฌ"I think kids are looking for records that are likely to piss off their parents again. John Lydon said that rock music was made to create a generation gap, and we believe that too."


๐Ÿ’ฌ"It's been a long time since bands were angry. It's all Oasis's fault; since their success, there's nothing subversive in England, just Coldplay, Stereophonics, Travis, stuff to listen to with your parents."
(๐‘๐‘œ๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘ž๐‘ข๐‘œ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘ก๐‘Ž๐‘˜๐‘’๐‘› ๐‘“๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘š ๐ท๐‘’๐‘  ๐ถ๐‘Ž๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘›๐‘๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘’๐‘ก ๐ท๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘€๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ฅ ๐‘๐‘ฆ ๐‘†๐‘’๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘’๐‘› ๐‘€๐‘–๐‘โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘‘)

Let's listen to ๐ต๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘๐‘˜ ๐‘†โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘’ with its thunderous and jerky guitars and its unfortunate story.

๐ŸŽฅ๐‘ฉ๐’“๐’Š๐’„๐’Œ ๐‘บ๐’‰๐’Š๐’•๐’‰๐’๐’–๐’”๐’† ๐’๐’Š๐’—๐’† ๐’‚๐’• ๐‘ณ๐’†๐’” ๐‘ฌ๐’–๐’“๐’๐’„๐’Œ๐’†́๐’†̀๐’๐’๐’†๐’” ๐’…๐’† ๐‘ฉ๐’†๐’๐’‡๐’๐’“๐’• (1999)
๐ŸŽตhttps://bit.ly/2WZxEh2 ๐ŸŽต

Post by Laetitia

Monday, September 13, 2021

♦️๐€๐๐๐ˆ๐•๐„๐‘๐’๐€๐‘๐˜: ๐‹๐Ž๐”๐ƒ ๐‹๐ˆ๐Š๐„ ๐‹๐Ž๐•๐„♦️

"๐™’๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™  ๐™ฌ๐™š'๐™ซ๐™š ๐™ข๐™–๐™™๐™š ๐™ค๐™ช๐™ง ๐™ข๐™ค๐™จ๐™ฉ ๐™๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™š๐™จ๐™ฉ, ๐™™๐™ž๐™ง๐™š๐™˜๐™ฉ, ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™ซ๐™ช๐™ก๐™ฃ๐™š๐™ง๐™–๐™—๐™ก๐™š ๐™–๐™ก๐™—๐™ช๐™ข ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™™๐™–๐™ฉ๐™š."
(Brian Molko, Yahoo Music, September 16th 2013)

Photo credit: album cover, Joseph Llanes (4), edit by Silke

Today is the ๐Ÿ”บ๐€๐๐๐ˆ๐•๐„๐‘๐’๐€๐‘๐˜๐Ÿ”บ of Placebo's seventh studio album “๐‹๐Ž๐”๐ƒ ๐‹๐ˆ๐Š๐„ ๐‹๐Ž๐•๐„”, it was released eight years ago on September 13th 2013. The limited edition includes a DVD with eight live versions of the songs.

The work on “Loud like love” kinda started by accident. The band were in the studio to record singles, but they were having such a good time and liked the producer, so they thought they just should keep going. Actually some of the songs on the album were originally written by Brian for a possible solo album, but he contributed them to the new Placebo album.
“Loud like love” was recorded at RAK Studios in London and produced by Adam Noble. It reached no. 13 in the UK Albums Chart.
Three singles were released from the album: “Too many friends”, “Loud like love” and “A million little pieces”.

The release of the record was promoted with a live stream. “Loud like love TV“ was a world premiere, because it was the first time ever that a band has produced, curated and streamed a global live TV show. The event was broadcasted from YouTube Space London on 16th September 2013 and surprised the fans with new and exclusive content, interviews, an extensive question and answer session with all band members and interesting facts about the collaborators behind the album.

๐ŸŽฅ ๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—จ๐—— ๐—Ÿ๐—œ๐—ž๐—˜ ๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—ง๐—ฉ
https://bit.ly/2UJ2Ks1


Screenshot from Loud like love TV

The album consists of ten songs, about half of them were originally written for a solo project that Brian wanted to do at that time.
”The record is called 'Loud like love' but it doesn’t have ten love songs on it: this is Placebo World so of course we’re going to explore the more dark recesses of emotion – obsession, jealousy, alienation, heartbreak, abandon – and even the absence of love and the effect that has on a human being”, he explained the album in an interview with The Music in September 2013.
In another interview Brian said that he sees “Loud like love” as a collection of ten short stories with a unifying theme that approaches the subject from ten different angles (Hunger, August 2013). Brian and Stefan both stated several times that they were very proud of the album and that they think it is their most honest and vulnerable release to date.

๐Ÿ’ฟ ๐—•๐—”๐—ง๐—ง๐—Ÿ๐—˜ ๐—™๐—ข๐—ฅ ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—ฆ๐—จ๐—ก – ๐—™๐—จ๐—Ÿ๐—Ÿ ๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—•๐—จ๐— 

01. Loud like love https://bit.ly/2ycaPcY ๐ŸŽต
02. Scene of the crime https://bit.ly/3abYLa1 ๐ŸŽต
03. Too many friends https://bit.ly/3cecJc2 ๐ŸŽต
04. Hold on to me https://bit.ly/3b3Ei7v ๐ŸŽต
05. Rob the bank https://bit.ly/2JYGOjB ๐ŸŽต
06. A million little pieces https://bit.ly/2XzBlHZ ๐ŸŽต
07. Exit wounds https://bit.ly/2JZQSsH ๐ŸŽต
08. Purify https://bit.ly/34tLvLO ๐ŸŽต
09. Begin the end https://bit.ly/33FFaN1 ๐ŸŽต
10. Bosco https://bit.ly/2V4ucxW ๐ŸŽต

The Chinese version of the album swaps out “Rob the bank“ with “Pity party (of one)“
– Pity party (of one) https://bit.ly/3b5fZpY ๐ŸŽต

Photo credit: Heiko Laschitzki

๐Ÿ“Œ ๐—•๐—ฅ๐—œ๐—”๐—ก ๐—ข๐—ก “๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—จ๐—— ๐—Ÿ๐—œ๐—ž๐—˜ ๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—ฉ๐—˜“ ๐Ÿ“Œ
 ๐Ÿ“ข "'Loud like love' is very eclectic and textured and layered. I think it's more varied and more adventurous. We took a lot more risks with this record. In terms of the emotions in the lyrics I think it's our most honest and vulnerable album to date.''
(Bangkok Post, August 18th 2013)

๐Ÿ“ข “The album explores how love can be violent, brutal and disorientating, and how the absence of it can lead people to behave in quite extreme ways. It also deals with jealousy, obsession, heartbreak and how addiction can tear relationships apart. So, it’s an album about people and the way that they interact with each other – or fail to.“
(Hunger, August 8th 2013)

๐Ÿ“ข ”It is love, but this being Placebo World, it’s not gonna be a collection of love songs in Michael Bublรฉ-style. My experience with love, over the past 20 years, is what I’ve pulled on to write these novellas or small fictions. It hasn’t always been about the initial rush of infatuation and that feeling of elation and euphoria that comes with falling in love. Of course, I’ve experienced that and it’s been quite mind-blowing, but sometimes you could fall in love with somebody who doesn’t know you exist or doesn’t see you that way, or doesn’t even find you attractive, and that can be quite heartbreaking. You can force somebody to leave – inadvertently – out of selfishness or behaviour. Often, the absence of love is quite loud... as in the echo or the reverb of an empty cave, the sound of silence, or the sound of your own breathing. So the album kind of deals with the transgressive love in the second track [“Scene of the Crime”], and “Too Many Friends” is about feeling disconnected and not finding the satisfaction, the fulfilment that you need from genuine human contact, through a plethora of virtual friendships. “Rob the Bank” is not about financial crisis: It’s about obsession and jealousy, very carnal, primal obsession and jealousy.”
(Pure Volume, September 12th 2013)

๐Ÿ“ข "We think we've made our most honest, direct, and vulnerable album to date. It's a byproduct of becoming very comfortable with who we are. I think we spent a lot of the past 20 years experimenting and trying to stretch our sound in lots of different directions. Each album has a different tone to it. This album brings all of that together. It showcases what we do best, which is emotional music that's very human and fragile. It's not necessarily about bombast, although there are powerful moments. But it's very much about tenderness."
(Yahoo Music, September 16th 2013)

๐Ÿ“ข ”When you think of the first song “Loud like love” being perhaps the first initial euphoric rushes of infatuation, and innocent discovery and youthful abandon, to “Scene of the Crime” being the first moment of transgression, to all the way through to the second-to-last song, which is “Begin The End,” which is the point in a relationship when you realize that you’re still in it, but you’ve passed the tipping point, that you know it’s over even though it’s not physically over yet. And then to “Bosco” which is kind of an apology and a search for redemption. I find that really interesting too, that it could be 10 songs about ten different relationships — and also the whole album could be seen as one, at different stages.”
(Vanyaland, October 18th 2013)

๐Ÿ“ข ”I’m really, really proud of how bare this record in terms of what it’s expressing emotionally. We really let the listener into who we are, what our soul looks like, through these songs. We’re not hiding behind anything anymore.”
(Vanyaland, October 18th 2013)

๐Ÿ“ข ”Everything on the record I think is very, very much inspired by real events and real emotions. The characters in these songs are created by us to convey an emotion. This album might be considered as a collection of short stories with a common theme, explored in its deepest and darkest recesses, but also celebrated. We didn’t want to do something bleak or gloomy and completely hopeless, but unfortunately, without talking about broken hearts or how people manipulate or abuse each other in relationships, you’re not really giving a full picture, I think.”
(RSI Rete Tre, 26 October 2013)

Photo credit: Heiko Laschitzki,

๐Ÿ“Œ ๐—ฆ๐—ง๐—˜๐—™๐—”๐—ก ๐—ข๐—ก “๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—จ๐—— ๐—Ÿ๐—œ๐—ž๐—˜ ๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—ฉ๐—˜” ๐Ÿ“Œ
๐Ÿ“ข “It’s all killer, no filler. It’s really hard to describe a record but I think it still sounds like Placebo. It’s maybe heavier and more layered – more pop in places, darker in places, lighter in places. Personally, it’s the album I feel like Placebo should have made and it feels like the most complete body of work to me. So, it’s very hard to describe but it’s an exciting record.“
(Hunger, August 8th 2013)

๐Ÿ“ข ”There are a lot of emotions and colour in this record. It’s both emotional and exciting at the same time.”
(The Straits Times, August 20th 2013)

๐Ÿ“ข ”The only way I can react to this record is by a general feeling since I can’t analyse it. I felt that this is the record that I’ve always heard in my head for what a Placebo record should sound like. This is the most successful transfer of idea to record so for me I truly feel it’s our best record.”
(Stefan, Bandwagon, August 2013)

๐Ÿ“ข ”Equally, the title track ‘Loud like love’, was written at the same time as ‘Bosco’, and they became sort of the bookends for the album. ‘Loud like love’ talks about the origins of love. I think that’s a very interesting concept because it’s an emotion we can’t touch but it’s so real and different for everyone. I relate to certain songs because of my own relationships and problems that I’ve had but I also see certain songs and I go “Jesus! Brian, have you been to that place? That’s a f*ckng dark place.” And he’s like “yeah haven’t you?” No, not that dark.”
(Hanger, September 4th 2013)

Post by Silke

Tuesday, May 25, 2021

๐Ÿ”น๐Œ๐„๐‹๐Ž๐ƒ๐˜ ๐Œ๐€๐Š๐„๐‘ ๐ˆ๐๐“๐„๐‘๐•๐ˆ๐„๐– ๐—ช๐—œ๐—ง๐—› ๐—•๐—ฅ๐—œ๐—”๐—ก: ๐ˆ'๐Œ ๐“๐‡๐„ ๐€๐๐“๐ˆ ๐„๐Œ๐ˆ๐๐„๐Œ๐Ÿ”น

Today I want to share an ♦️๐ˆ๐๐“๐„๐‘๐•๐ˆ๐„๐–♦️ with Brian from the “Black market music” era. He talked to Melody Maker about the songs on the new album, being a pervert, the dark and violent side of love, his biggest fear and many more. Enjoy reading!

Photo credit: Kevin Westenberg


๐Ÿ”น๐Œ๐„๐‹๐Ž๐ƒ๐˜ ๐Œ๐€๐Š๐„๐‘ ๐ˆ๐๐“๐„๐‘๐•๐ˆ๐„๐–: ๐ˆ'๐Œ ๐“๐‡๐„ ๐€๐๐“๐ˆ ๐„๐Œ๐ˆ๐๐„๐Œ๐Ÿ”น

You expect many things from Brian Molko, the androgynous alien sex fiend who fronts Placebo. Arrogance and sleaze. Paranoia and perversion. Mouthy soundbites and tales of hedonism strewn with the "blood and spunk" of his conquests. What you aren't quite prepared for, however, is his laugh. Half gleeful cackle and half evil snigger, it sounds like Carry On's Sid James reincarnated as a mischievous gothic imp. It sounds like a man having fun.
Lost in a big black sofa, in an East London recording studio, The Notorious Walking Tantrum Known As Brian Molko actually turns out to be engaging, intelligent company. Point out an instance of perverse nonsense in the lyrics on Placebo's new album, "Black Market Music", and, rather than spit molten venom, he smiles knowingly, raises an eyebrow, and talks about "adding to the rock myth". And then he laughs. The gleeful, contagious laugh of a man who thoroughly enjoys winding people up for a living and doesn't take himself too seriously at all.

๐—›๐—”๐—ฃ๐—ฃ๐—ฌ ๐—ช๐—œ๐—ง๐—› ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฅ ๐—ก๐—˜๐—ช ๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—–๐—ข๐—ฅ๐——?
๐Ÿ“ข “I'm very happy, it's the most accomplished record that we've done so far. It feels like a much more complex and sophisticated album musically and it's like a distillation of everything we've attempted to do in the past. As a band, we were conscious that we really wanted to make a bigger-sounding rock record and maybe have a few less slow tracks on it. More upbeat and more accessible.“

๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ'๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—ง๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—ž๐—˜๐—— ๐—”๐—•๐—ข๐—จ๐—ง ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—–๐—›๐—”๐—ฅ๐—”๐—–๐—ง๐—˜๐—ฅ ๐—ช๐—›๐—ข ๐—™๐—˜๐—”๐—ง๐—จ๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—ฆ ๐—ข๐—ก ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—ฆ๐—œ๐—ก๐—š๐—Ÿ๐—˜ "๐—ง๐—”๐—ฆ๐—ง๐—˜ ๐—œ๐—ก ๐— ๐—˜๐—ก". ๐——๐—ข ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—–๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—”๐—ง๐—˜ ๐—–๐—›๐—”๐—ฅ๐—”๐—–๐—ง๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—ฆ ๐—ก๐—ข๐—ช, ๐—ฅ๐—”๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—ฅ ๐—ง๐—›๐—”๐—ก ๐—”๐—จ๐—ง๐—ข๐—•๐—œ๐—ข๐—š๐—ฅ๐—”๐—ฃ๐—›๐—ฌ?
๐Ÿ“ข “Well, my lyrics are definitely getting less and less autobiographical, less like a diary and more like stories. But at the same time, I identify with all of the characters within the stories. It's just that the narrator's voice isn't always mine. I try to make the characters sympathetic and put in as much of me as possible in order to make them personal. I'm interested more in writing stories now about strange people with intense emotions.“

๐—ช๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—–๐—›๐—”๐—ฅ๐—”๐—–๐—ง๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—ฆ ๐—”๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐——๐—ฅ๐—”๐—ช๐—ก ๐—ง๐—ข?
๐Ÿ“ข ““Peeping Tom“ is interesting. That's about voyeurism. Again, I try to place the listener inside the emotions of the voyeur himself and try to portray this character in a sympathetic manner. To show the love that he has for the person he spies on. The fact that this person is the only ray of light that exists in the voyeur's life. "Peeping Tom" is like "Burger Queen" pushed one step further. And it's quite beautiful and it's packed full of pathos and it's quite touching. It's trying to show the sympathetic side of the pervert. Because I don't believe everything is black and white when it comes to human emotion.“

๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—›๐—”๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—” ๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—ฃ๐—จ๐—ง๐—”๐—ง๐—œ๐—ข๐—ก ๐—™๐—ข๐—ฅ ๐—•๐—˜๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—” ๐—ฃ๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—ฉ๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—ง.
๐Ÿ“ข A pervert perhaps, but like the Momus record, a tender pervert. Hahahahaha! In every reputation, there's a grain of truth, but often it's a case of your reputation preceding you, and the whole thing is blown out of proportion. Which is funny. It's all part of the rock myth, so it's OK.“

Photo credit: Kevin Westenberg


"๐—ง๐—”๐—ฆ๐—ง๐—˜ ๐—œ๐—ก ๐— ๐—˜๐—ก" ๐—”๐—ก๐—— "๐—ฃ๐—˜๐—˜๐—ฃ๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—ง๐—ข๐— " ๐—•๐—ข๐—ง๐—› ๐—™๐—˜๐—”๐—ง๐—จ๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ข๐—ก๐—˜ ๐—ฃ๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—ฆ๐—ข๐—ก ๐—ข๐—•๐—ฆ๐—˜๐—ฆ๐—ฆ๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—ข๐—ฉ๐—˜๐—ฅ ๐—”๐—ก๐—ข๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—ฅ.
๐Ÿ“ข Yeah, I think on the album as well, "Special K" compares the rush of falling in love with the rush of coming up on drugs. There's a theme that runs through the album and that's that what people get addicted to most in life is love and drugs. And that they are often the same. People have the same reactions to both. That theme runs though our work. This idea of addiction, whether it be to people, emotions, substances or situations.“

๐—ช๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—œ๐—ก๐—ง๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—ฆ๐—ง๐—ฆ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—”๐—•๐—ข๐—จ๐—ง ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐——๐—”๐—ฅ๐—ž๐—˜๐—ฅ, ๐—ฉ๐—œ๐—ข๐—Ÿ๐—˜๐—ก๐—ง ๐—ฆ๐—œ๐——๐—˜ ๐—ข๐—™ ๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—ฉ๐—˜?
๐Ÿ“ข “Well, take a song like "Haemoglobin". That's our version of [legendary chanteuse] Billie Holiday's "Strange Fruit", but where Billie's walking around observing fruit [dead slaves] hanging from the trees, we've actually placed you inside the man's head. It starts off with him hanging from a tree - he's in a state of resignation. In the second verse, he gets cut down and that resignation turns into confusion. And by the third verse, that confusion has turned into anger and a lust for revenge. It's a simple moral thing, prejudice breeds prejudice and violence breeds violence. We started this band in our early 20s and now we're getting towards our 30s and you look at the world around you a bit more. And it touches you, what people are prepared to do to each other for religion, for land. Violence still exists. There's a war every day, people getting murdered every day. If you watch the news, you get affected by that.“

๐—œ๐—ฆ๐—ก'๐—ง ๐—œ๐—ง ๐—” ๐—•๐—ข๐—Ÿ๐——, ๐—”๐—Ÿ๐— ๐—ข๐—ฆ๐—ง ๐—œ๐— ๐—ฃ๐—ข๐—ฆ๐—ฆ๐—œ๐—•๐—Ÿ๐—˜, ๐— ๐—ข๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—ง๐—ข ๐—ง๐—ฅ๐—ฌ ๐—”๐—ก๐—— ๐—จ๐—ก๐——๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—ฆ๐—ง๐—”๐—ก๐—— ๐—ช๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—ช๐—”๐—ฆ ๐—˜๐—ก๐——๐—จ๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—— ๐—•๐—ฌ ๐—” ๐—•๐—Ÿ๐—”๐—–๐—ž ๐—ฆ๐—Ÿ๐—”๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—™๐—ฅ๐—ข๐—  ๐—” ๐—–๐—ข๐— ๐—ฃ๐—Ÿ๐—˜๐—ง๐—˜๐—Ÿ๐—ฌ ๐——๐—œ๐—™๐—™๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—ก๐—ง ๐—ฆ๐—ข๐—–๐—œ๐—˜๐—ง๐—ฌ ๐—”๐—ก๐—— ๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—”?
๐Ÿ“ข “Sure. That's true. But I was trying to make a bit more of a universal point. The things that happened in the American South, from slavery onwards, we're still feeling the repercussions of them today. The L.A. riots. There was something recently in America that made the Rodney King incident seem like "The Simpsons". So, it's just placing it in a historical context to make people think about whether or not it's still around today. And it is.“

"๐—ฆ๐—ฃ๐—œ๐—ง๐—˜ ๐—”๐—ก๐—— ๐— ๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—œ๐—–๐—˜" ๐—ช๐—”๐—ฆ ๐—œ๐—ก๐—ฆ๐—ฃ๐—œ๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—— ๐—•๐—ฌ ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐— ๐—”๐—ฌ ๐——๐—”๐—ฌ ๐—ฅ๐—œ๐—ข๐—ง๐—ฆ. ๐—ช๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—ฆ๐—ฌ๐— ๐—ฃ๐—”๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—ง๐—œ๐—– ๐—ง๐—ข ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—ฃ๐—ฅ๐—ข๐—ง๐—˜๐—ฆ๐—ง๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—ฆ?
๐Ÿ“ข “Absolutely. Churchill's mohican was one of the funniest things we've seen in a long time. Opening up the paper and seeing such an inventive disrespect for tradition and for the establishment was quite inspiring. I started running around and shouting, "Dope, guns, and fucking in the streets" and that made its way on to the record. I actually put the picture of Churchill's mohican in front of me when I was doing some of the recording of the lyrics.“

๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—ง๐—˜๐—”๐—  ๐—จ๐—ฃ ๐—ช๐—œ๐—ง๐—› ๐—ฅ๐—”๐—ฃ๐—ฃ๐—˜๐—ฅ ๐—๐—จ๐—ฆ๐—ง๐—œ๐—ก ๐—ช๐—”๐—ฅ๐—™๐—œ๐—˜๐—Ÿ๐—— ๐—™๐—ข๐—ฅ "๐—ฆ๐—ฃ๐—œ๐—ง๐—˜ ๐—”๐—ก๐—— ๐— ๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—œ๐—–๐—˜". ๐—” ๐—ก๐—ข๐—— ๐—ง๐—ข ๐—ž๐—ข๐—ฅ๐—ก/๐—Ÿ๐—œ๐— ๐—ฃ ๐—•๐—œ๐—ญ๐—ž๐—œ๐—ง'๐—ฆ "๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—Ÿ ๐—œ๐—ก ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—™๐—”๐— ๐—œ๐—Ÿ๐—ฌ"?
๐Ÿ“ข “We're not very fond of that and we were aware of that when we were doing "Spite and Malice". I guess in the back of our minds we wanted to do something that was quite anti that. I find that kind of music extremely negative, homophobic and chauvinistic. We've dealt with difficult emotional issues and intense emotions, but there's always been a strain of positively and optimism within that. Which those bands lack, really. And also our music has a variation, whereas Korn, Limp Bizkit and Kid Rock are extremely repetitive. I find it gets a bit boring after two songs.“

๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—”๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ฆ๐—ข๐— ๐—˜ ๐— ๐—ข๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—œ๐—ก๐——๐—จ๐—ฆ๐—ง๐—ฅ๐—œ๐—”๐—Ÿ ๐— ๐—ข๐— ๐—˜๐—ก๐—ง๐—ฆ ๐—ข๐—ก ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—•๐—จ๐— . ๐—ช๐—”๐—ฆ ๐— ๐—”๐—ฅ๐—œ๐—Ÿ๐—ฌ๐—ก ๐— ๐—”๐—ก๐—ฆ๐—ข๐—ก ๐—”๐—ก ๐—œ๐—ก๐—™๐—Ÿ๐—จ๐—˜๐—ก๐—–๐—˜?
๐Ÿ“ข Not really. More of a drinking partner, hahahahaha, than an influence, hahahahaha! And I haven't seen him in a while. A song called "Wish" off the "Broken EP" by NIN was a bit of an influence. We listened to that while we were doing "Taste in Men", going, “Let's make it that nasty, let's make it that unlistenable““.

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๐—ช๐—ข๐—จ๐—Ÿ๐—— ๐—œ๐—ง ๐—•๐—˜ ๐—™๐—”๐—œ๐—ฅ ๐—ง๐—ข ๐—ฆ๐—”๐—ฌ ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜'๐—ฆ ๐—” ๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—ง ๐—ข๐—™ ๐——๐—˜๐—”๐—ง๐—› ๐—ข๐—ก ๐—ง๐—›๐—œ๐—ฆ ๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—–๐—ข๐—ฅ๐——?
๐Ÿ“ข “Probably, yeah. "Haemoglobin" deals with death and lynching. "Salve to the Wage" is a song about not working yourself into an early grave. The day I recorded the vocals to that track was the day that I found out that Scott Piering, the legendary plugger and our friend, had died and I was thinking about him that morning. There was a cloud that was hanging over us that day. I strangely felt his presence.“

"๐—–๐—ข๐— ๐— ๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—–๐—œ๐—”๐—Ÿ ๐—™๐—ข๐—ฅ ๐—Ÿ๐—˜๐—ฉ๐—œ" ๐—”๐—ฆ ๐—ช๐—˜๐—Ÿ๐—Ÿ.
๐Ÿ“ข “Yeah, yeah. That's a song about grabbing your mate by the scruff of the neck and telling him that he's walking down a rocky road to ruin. It's basically, "You're my mate and I love you, but if you don't watch out you're going to fuck up pretty bad." It's autobiographical in the sense that there have been certain points in my life where the band or other friends have had to do that to me. Which was very beneficial. I love that song because musically it's like a really sweet lullaby and lyrically it's quite a filthy number. It puts a smile on your face.“

๐—ช๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—ฃ๐—ข๐—œ๐—ก๐—ง ๐—ช๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—”๐—ง ๐—ช๐—›๐—˜๐—ก ๐—ฆ๐—ข๐— ๐—˜๐—ข๐—ก๐—˜ ๐—ฆ๐—”๐—œ๐—— ๐—ง๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—ง๐—ข ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ?
“Times on the second album. It was a place when I was emotionally... personally I had quite a lot of... sometimes you search for solace in the wrong places. It was a schizophrenic time and a time of identity crisis for me. That was a tough one. But I feel better now, thank you.“

๐—ช๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—ช๐—”๐—ฆ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฅ ๐—–๐—ฅ๐—œ๐—ฆ๐—œ๐—ฆ?
๐Ÿ“ข “Like, just not recognizing yourself in interviews. The extreme side of your personality which I chose to sort of display was snowballing and getting a life of its own. It was like looking in a mirror and not recognizing myself, looking in magazines and not recognizing myself.“

๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—ฆ๐—”๐—ฌ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—ช๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—ข๐—ž๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—™๐—ข๐—ฅ ๐—ฆ๐—ข๐—Ÿ๐—”๐—–๐—˜ ๐—œ๐—ก ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—ช๐—ฅ๐—ข๐—ก๐—š ๐—ฃ๐—Ÿ๐—”๐—–๐—˜๐—ฆ, ๐—•๐—จ๐—ง ๐—œ๐—ฆ๐—ก'๐—ง ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—” ๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—™๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—ก๐—–๐—˜ ๐—œ๐—ก ๐—ง๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—ฆ๐—ข๐—ก๐—š ๐—ง๐—ข ๐—•๐—˜๐—ฆ๐—ง๐—œ๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—œ๐—ง๐—ฌ?
๐Ÿ“ข [Pause] “Hahahahahahahaha! Yeah, sure, certainly there is. Yeah, yeah. That's just, that's a bit of artistic licence, you know? Hahahahahahaha! It's just a... yeah, yeah, how filthy can you get? Hahahahahahahaha! But for the record, I've never indulged in it myself. I've seen a couple of movies.“

๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ'๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ฃ๐—Ÿ๐—”๐—ฌ๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—จ๐—ฃ ๐—ง๐—ข ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฅ ๐—œ๐— ๐—”๐—š๐—˜, ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—ก?
๐Ÿ“ข “Yeah, there's definetely a certain amount of irony in "Commercial for Levi", especially if it's directed towards me. I'm smiling wryly at people's opinions of me and what they imagine my lifestyle is like or what I must get up to.“

๐—œ๐—ง'๐—ฆ ๐—ข๐—•๐—ฉ๐—œ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฆ๐—Ÿ๐—ฌ ๐Ÿฎ๐Ÿฐ-๐—›๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฅ ๐—•๐—˜๐—ฆ๐—ง๐—œ๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—œ๐—ง๐—ฌ.
๐Ÿ“ข “Yeah. And bingeing. Yeah. Hahahahaha!“

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๐—œ๐—ฆ ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—” ๐—ฆ๐—œ๐— ๐—œ๐—Ÿ๐—”๐—ฅ ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐— ๐—˜ ๐—ฅ๐—จ๐—ก๐—ก๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—ง๐—›๐—ฅ๐—ข๐—จ๐—š๐—› "๐—ก๐—”๐—ฅ๐—–๐—ข๐—Ÿ๐—˜๐—ฃ๐—ง๐—œ๐—–"?
๐Ÿ“ข “When I first wrote down the tracklisting of the album, I wrote underneath each track a second title. They didn't make their way on to the album, but they were a summing up in one phrase of what those songs represent to me. And the one I wrote for "Narcoleptic" was "Love And Drugs Are One Big Pillow". Again, like "Special K", it explores the link between drugs and love. "SpecialK" is uppers and the rush of falling in love. "Narcoleptic" is more like downers and more like relationships, relationships that reach that point of familiarity breeding contempt.“

๐—ช๐—ข๐—จ๐—Ÿ๐—— ๐—œ๐—ง ๐—•๐—˜ ๐—ฅ๐—œ๐—š๐—›๐—ง ๐—ง๐—ข ๐—”๐—ฆ๐—ฆ๐—จ๐— ๐—˜ ๐—ง๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐— ๐—จ๐—ฆ๐—ง ๐—›๐—”๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—™๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—Ÿ๐—˜๐—ก ๐—œ๐—ก ๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—œ๐—ก ๐—ข๐—ฅ๐——๐—˜๐—ฅ ๐—ง๐—ข ๐— ๐—”๐—ž๐—˜ ๐—ง๐—›๐—œ๐—ฆ ๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—–๐—ข๐—ฅ๐——?
๐Ÿ“ข “Fallen in love, fallen out of love, fallen in love, fallen out of love,
Hahahahaha. Etc. Ad infinitum. Or ad nauseam. Whichever you prefer.“

"๐—–๐—ข๐— ๐— ๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—–๐—œ๐—”๐—Ÿ ๐—™๐—ข๐—ฅ ๐—Ÿ๐—˜๐—ฉ๐—œ": ๐—ช๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—œ๐—™ ๐—Ÿ๐—˜๐—ฉ๐—œ'๐—ฆ ๐—ฆ๐—จ๐—˜?
๐Ÿ“ข “Levi's our sound man. There was this one time in Milan when I got a bit too drunk at dinner and left the restaurant which was right opposite the venue and there were some fans waiting outside, and I climbed on top of this Fiat Uno, and started screaming "Nancy Boy", doing a performance for the fans. And Levi dragged me off the Fiat Uno, as the owner was approaching and waving the keys. I thought I was going to cross this road in between the two parked tour buses and took off, and Levi just grabbed me as a car zoomed by. So it's quite possible that he did save my life. If I was a Samurai, I would have to follow him around for the rest of my life and take care of him until I saved his life. But my little payback for that is to put his name in a song.“

๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐— ๐—˜๐—ก๐—ง๐—œ๐—ข๐—ก๐—˜๐—— ๐—•๐—˜๐—™๐—ข๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ง๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ'๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—”๐—ฃ๐—ฃ๐—ฅ๐—ข๐—”๐—–๐—›๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฅ ๐Ÿฏ๐Ÿฌ๐—ฆ. ๐—œ๐—ฆ ๐—ง๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—ฆ๐—ข๐— ๐—˜๐—ง๐—›๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—ช๐—›๐—œ๐—–๐—› ๐—–๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—˜๐—ฃ๐—ฆ ๐—œ๐—ก๐—ง๐—ข ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฅ ๐— ๐—œ๐—ก๐——?
๐Ÿ“ข “I've always been conscious of mortality. Who isn't? It can happen any time. I don't really like flying and if I refused to fly, I wouldn't have a career, so every time I get on a plane I think about death. Fucking stewardess on Air Portugal said to me, "Would you like Time magazine, sir?, and on the cover was the Concorde crash! I went, "Are you nuts? Get that thing away from me!" And she took it back and just started laughing. So every time I get on an airplane, I feel like it's a confrontation with mortality. But we enjoy ourselves and enjoy life and have a lust for life and certainly we're having a good time being in Placebo at the moment. Maybe being conscious of your mortality makes you live your life to the full a bit more. On a daily basis.“

๐—ช๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—”๐—•๐—ข๐—จ๐—ง "๐—•๐—Ÿ๐—จ๐—˜ ๐—”๐— ๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—œ๐—–๐—”๐—ก" - ๐—ช๐—›๐—”๐—ง'๐—ฆ ๐—ง๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—”๐—•๐—ข๐—จ๐—ง?
๐Ÿ“ข “It's a kind of self-disgust. Three and a half minutes of pure self-disgust, American style. The person in the song is at such a low point in his life emotionally that he's started to hit out at everything that is a part of him. He's attacking his parents, his culture, his culture's history, self-help, psychiatry. It was written when I wasn't in a particularly good mood.“

๐—ช๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—œ๐—ก๐—ฆ๐—ฃ๐—œ๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—— ๐—ง๐—›๐—”๐—ง?
๐Ÿ“ข “The strangest things can inspire lyrics. I was watching a documentary on TV about novelists trying to get their first novel published and how difficult it was and I often sit and play acoustic guitar when I watch TV. And I thought of "I wrote this novel just for you/It sounds pretentious but it's true". There's a little, I would say self-deprecation in that lyric but I often try and get to a place before my detractors. Hence the "I'm so pretentious, yes it's true" line that comes at the end of the song. It's just saying, "I know exactly what you think about me"“.

Photo credit: Kevin Westenberg


๐—œ๐—ฆ๐—ก'๐—ง ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—” ๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—™๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—ก๐—–๐—˜ ๐—ง๐—ข ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฅ ๐— ๐—ข๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—ฅ ๐—œ๐—ก ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜?
๐Ÿ“ข “Yeah. I wanted to say hi to my mum. I'm the anti-Eminem! Hahahahahaha!
That's really genuine, you know. Hi, Mom. It's so American. And, you know, I still love my mother. And it just fitted. When it came out, I thought it would be really nice to make her quite happy. Because I'm sure most of the subject matter of our songs doesn't make her very happy. So, at one point, maybe for one verse at least, she might think, "Oh, that's nice. My son still loves me."“

๐—›๐—”๐—ฆ ๐—ฆ๐—›๐—˜ ๐—›๐—˜๐—”๐—ฅ๐—— ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—ฆ๐—ข๐—ก๐—š?
๐Ÿ“ข “Not yet, she hasn't, no. So journalists get to hear it before parents.
Hahahahahahaha!“

๐—ช๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—ช๐—ข๐—จ๐—Ÿ๐—— ๐—•๐—˜ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฅ ๐—•๐—œ๐—š๐—š๐—˜๐—ฆ๐—ง ๐—™๐—˜๐—”๐—ฅ ๐—™๐—ข๐—ฅ ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—™๐—จ๐—ง๐—จ๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ข๐—™ ๐—ฃ๐—Ÿ๐—”๐—–๐—˜๐—•๐—ข?
๐Ÿ“ข “Plane crash. For us to lose our spark and to lose our spontaneity. But I think a lot of it comes from the fact that we're still incredibly good mates. And that will help to sustain that. I think what we enjoy most is playing music with each other. It's the most satisfying thing.“

๐—–๐—ข๐—จ๐—Ÿ๐—— ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—•๐—˜ ๐—Ÿ๐—œ๐—ž๐—˜ ๐—ฅ๐—ข๐—•๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—ง ๐—ฆ๐— ๐—œ๐—ง๐—›, ๐—ฆ๐—ง๐—œ๐—Ÿ๐—Ÿ ๐—ž๐—ก๐—ข๐—–๐—ž๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ง ๐—š๐—ข๐—ง๐—› ๐—ฃ๐—ข๐—ฃ ๐—œ๐—ก ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฅ ๐Ÿฐ๐Ÿฌ๐—ฆ?
๐Ÿ“ข I don't know. I hope we'd be more like Bowie, more like several processes of reinvention along the way. Keep a healthy desire for change in our music and a healthy contempt for formula. And to not self-censor yourself, in the way you say, "This is not a Placebo sound." We don't really have that kind of attitude. We're very open. If it comes out of us, then it's Placebo.“
(Melody Maker, "I'm the anti Eminem", October 2000)

Post by Silke

Wednesday, May 5, 2021

๐—œ๐—ก๐—ง๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—ฉ๐—œ๐—˜๐—ช ๐—ช๐—œ๐—ง๐—› ๐—•๐—ฅ๐—œ๐—”๐—ก ๐— ๐—ข๐—Ÿ๐—ž๐—ข – ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—ฆ๐—ž๐—œ๐—ก๐—ก๐—ฌ, ๐Ÿฎ๐Ÿฌ๐Ÿฌ๐Ÿต

Today I want to share an ♦️๐—œ๐—ก๐—ง๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—ฉ๐—œ๐—˜๐—ช♦️ with Brian from the “Battle for the sun” era. It was published in The Skinny in November 2009. Enjoy reading!

Photo credir: Hennessy Artistry

๐—š๐—œ๐—ฉ๐—˜๐—ก ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—ก๐—š๐—˜๐—ฉ๐—œ๐—ง๐—ฌ ๐—ข๐—™ ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—•๐—”๐—ก๐—— (๐Ÿญ๐Ÿฑ ๐—ฌ๐—˜๐—”๐—ฅ๐—ฆ ๐—”๐—ก๐—— ๐—–๐—ข๐—จ๐—ก๐—ง๐—œ๐—ก๐—š), ๐—›๐—ข๐—ช ๐——๐—ข ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—™๐—œ๐—ก๐—— ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐— ๐—ข๐—ง๐—œ๐—ฉ๐—”๐—ง๐—œ๐—ข๐—ก ๐—ง๐—ข ๐—–๐—ข๐—ก๐—ง๐—œ๐—ก๐—จ๐—˜ – ๐—š๐—˜๐—ก๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—”๐—ง๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—™๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—ฆ๐—› ๐—œ๐——๐—˜๐—”๐—ฆ ๐—ฌ๐—˜๐—ง ๐—ฅ๐—˜๐— ๐—”๐—œ๐—ก๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—ง๐—ฅ๐—จ๐—˜ ๐—ง๐—ข ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—ฃ๐—Ÿ๐—”๐—–๐—˜๐—•๐—ข ๐—”๐—˜๐—ฆ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—ง๐—œ๐—–?
๐Ÿ“ข “Well, that's the challenging equilibrium you try and strike every time you make a new record: trying to push the boundaries and limits of your sound without repeating yourself. You have to try to do something new, exciting and fresh with the band's sound and play with the band's conceived identity, but at the same time not disregarding what makes you uniquely 'you'.”

๐——๐—ข๐—˜๐—ฆ ๐—ง๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—š๐—˜๐—ง ๐—ง๐—ฅ๐—œ๐—–๐—ž๐—œ๐—˜๐—ฅ ๐—”๐—ฆ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—š๐—ข ๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—ก๐—š?
๐Ÿ“ข “I think so! The greater the body of work, the more difficult it becomes to write a fresh song; it becomes a lot more challenging. As far as longevity is concerned, I think if you look at the careers of the likes of The Cure or Depeche Mode - I use those examples because they both released albums this year, 30 years into their career - well they've made music, since day one, purely on their own terms, unaffected, unconcerned by trends, movements and fashion in music. They followed their own path and stuck to their guns, and I think that's why they're still making records which are still worthwhile listening. We're 15 years in, and that's where I'd like to be in another 15. It's not like we have any other options; we're basically unemployable, you know, so this is it.”

๐—ฃ๐—Ÿ๐—”๐—–๐—˜๐—•๐—ข'๐—ฆ ๐—ช๐—ข๐—ฅ๐—ž ๐—›๐—”๐—ฆ ๐—š๐—˜๐—ก๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—Ÿ๐—ฌ ๐—”๐——๐——๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—ฆ๐—ฆ๐—˜๐—— ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—š๐—ฅ๐—”๐—ก๐—— ๐—œ๐——๐—˜๐—”๐—ฆ ๐—ข๐—™ ๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—ฉ๐—˜, ๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—ฆ๐—ฆ, ๐—ฆ๐—”๐—–๐—ฅ๐—œ๐—™๐—œ๐—–๐—˜, ๐—›๐—˜๐——๐—ข๐—ก๐—œ๐—ฆ๐—  ๐—˜๐—ง๐—–. ๐—”๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฅ ๐—ฃ๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—ฆ๐—ฃ๐—˜๐—–๐—ง๐—œ๐—ฉ๐—˜๐—ฆ ๐—ข๐—ก ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—ฆ๐—˜ ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐— ๐—˜๐—ฆ ๐—–๐—›๐—”๐—ก๐—š๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—”๐—ฆ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—ญ ๐—š๐—˜๐—ง ๐—ข๐—Ÿ๐——๐—˜๐—ฅ?
๐Ÿ“ข “I started looking back on my career around the time of Meds [fifth studio album, released in 2006]. As a lyricist I thought I was using a great deal of gimmicks. For example, the whole chemistry/medicine cabinet routine that is Commercial for Levi or a song title that screams 'Look at Me!' that is Nancy Boy! I made a decision that I wanted to stop using gimmicks and address the bigger questions in more everyday language where possible, and try and simplify it, I suppose. Say more by saying less, that's kinda the trip I'm on right now.”

Photo credit: Scarlet Page

๐—œ๐—ฆ ๐—ก๐—ข๐—ง ๐—”๐—ง๐—ง๐—˜๐— ๐—ฃ๐—ง๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—ง๐—ข ๐——๐—˜๐—™๐—œ๐—ก๐—˜ '๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—›๐—จ๐— ๐—”๐—ก ๐—–๐—ข๐—ก๐——๐—œ๐—ง๐—œ๐—ข๐—ก' ๐—” ๐—ฅ๐—œ๐—ฆ๐—ž๐—ฌ ๐—˜๐—ก๐—ง๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—ฃ๐—ฅ๐—œ๐—ฆ๐—˜?
๐Ÿ“ข “Everybody who writes wants to write stuff that's timeless and doesn't date, really. I think you have to be very careful if you want to do that. You have to tap into the spirit of the age but at the same time write something that transcends it. I don't think that using incredibly culturally specific language enables you to do that. So, I'm trying to transcend that and write something that can stand up to the music that I grew up listening to. Take Leonard Cohen, for example. There's a universality in his music and a simplicity which makes it appreciable and meaningful in any decade, any century really. I think that's what I'm trying to do, hopefully in some way making a difference.”

๐—ช๐—›๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜'๐—ฆ ๐—ง๐—›๐—œ๐—ฆ ๐—”๐—ฃ๐—ฃ๐—ฅ๐—ข๐—”๐—–๐—› ๐—š๐—ข๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—ง๐—ข ๐—ง๐—”๐—ž๐—˜ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—ก๐—˜๐—ซ๐—ง?
๐Ÿ“ข “Right now I'm just wondering how the hell am I going to survive the next two years of this touring schedule and pull out of this in one piece.”

๐—ข๐—ก ๐—ฃ๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—ฉ๐—œ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฆ ๐—ฉ๐—œ๐—ฆ๐—œ๐—ง๐—ฆ ๐—ง๐—ข ๐—ฆ๐—–๐—ข๐—ง๐—Ÿ๐—”๐—ก๐—— ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ'๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—•๐—˜๐— ๐—ข๐—”๐—ก๐—˜๐—— ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—ฆ๐—ง๐—”๐—ง๐—˜ ๐—ข๐—™ ๐—ฃ๐—Ÿ๐—”๐—ฌ ๐—œ๐—ก ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—ช๐—ข๐—ฅ๐—Ÿ๐—— ๐—”๐—™๐—™๐—”๐—œ๐—ฅ๐—ฆ, ๐—”๐—ก๐—— ๐—ช๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ข๐—ก๐—˜ ๐—ข๐—™ ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐— ๐—”๐—ก๐—ฌ ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ง๐—ฆ๐—ฃ๐—ข๐—ž๐—˜๐—ก ๐—–๐—ฅ๐—œ๐—ง๐—œ๐—–๐—ฆ ๐—ข๐—™ ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—ฃ๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—ฉ๐—œ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฆ ๐—จ๐—ฆ ๐—ฃ๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—ฆ๐—œ๐——๐—˜๐—ก๐—–๐—ฌ. ๐—›๐—ข๐—ช ๐——๐—ข ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—™๐—˜๐—˜๐—Ÿ ๐—ง๐—›๐—œ๐—ก๐—š๐—ฆ ๐—›๐—”๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—–๐—›๐—”๐—ก๐—š๐—˜๐——, ๐—œ๐—™ ๐—”๐—ง ๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—Ÿ?
๐Ÿ“ข “It's good to have an intelligent person running one of the most powerful countries and someone who generally cares. I'm less sympathetic towards the economic problems that exist right now than some people might be, because I have never been able to understand the whole culture of living beyond your means. I mean, I've been unemployed for a long time, I've been homeless, I've slept in train stations and I didn't spend money that didn't belong to me. So I find it difficult to be incredibly sympathetic with the culture of avarice that has got us into this position.
The other thing that annoys me about this whole focus on our economic woes is that nobody is talking about the environment anymore, and if anything is going to get us in the ass, it's going to be that. The hole in the ozone layer is still there, 20 years after they discovered it, and it's getting bigger and bigger, yet this isn't news. I want to be involved in the world. I think it comes from being a parent; you want to try and contribute to make a place for your children to grow up in that's hopefully a little bit better than where you were. Unfortunately, it seems that we are heading straight towards some form of environmental armaggeddon, and perhaps we deserve to go the same way as the dinosaurs for our treatment of the planet.”
(The Skinny, November 24th 2009)

Post by Silke

Thursday, April 15, 2021

๐Ÿ”ถ๐Ÿ”ธ๐‹๐„ ๐๐€๐‘๐ˆ๐’๐ˆ๐„๐ ๐“๐•: ๐๐‘๐ˆ๐€๐ ๐Œ๐Ž๐‹๐Š๐Ž'๐’ ๐ˆ๐๐“๐„๐‘๐•๐ˆ๐„๐– ๐Ÿ”ธ๐Ÿ”ถ


On November 28th, 2016, just before Placebo shows in France as part of 20 Years of Placebo Tour, Brian Molko did an ๐ˆ๐๐“๐„๐‘๐•๐ˆ๐„๐– on ๐‘ณ๐’† ๐‘ท๐’‚๐’“๐’Š๐’”๐’Š๐’†๐’ ๐‘ป๐‘ฝ. You can watch a shortened version of it in a beautiful video while I’d like to share a full text which was published on their website. Brian discussed some milestones of Placebo’s career, remembered their first concert in France and shared his thoughts about the terrorist attack at Bataclan in 2015.

✨๐๐ซ๐ข๐š๐ง ๐Œ๐จ๐ฅ๐ค๐จ: "๐–๐ž ๐ซ๐ž๐œ๐จ๐ซ๐๐ž๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ƒ๐š๐ฏ๐ข๐ ๐๐จ๐ฐ๐ข๐ž", ๐‹๐ž ๐๐š๐ซ๐ข๐ฌ๐ข๐ž๐ง ๐“๐•, ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ–.๐Ÿ๐Ÿ.๐Ÿ๐ŸŽ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ”
https://bit.ly/3pK1fnA

Photo credit: screenshot of the video interview by Le Parisien, 2016

๐Ÿ”ถ๐…๐ˆ๐•๐„ ๐’๐“๐€๐†๐„๐’ ๐Ž๐… ๐๐‹๐€๐‚๐„๐๐Ž ๐„๐…๐…๐„๐‚๐“๐Ÿ”ถ
๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ฉ๐’“๐’Š๐’•๐’Š๐’”๐’‰ ๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’„๐’†๐’๐’†๐’ƒ๐’“๐’‚๐’•๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’Š๐’“ 20 ๐’š๐’†๐’‚๐’“๐’”, ๐’•๐’˜๐’ ๐’…๐’†๐’„๐’‚๐’…๐’†๐’” ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’”๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ๐’†๐’“, ๐‘ฉ๐’“๐’Š๐’‚๐’ ๐‘ด๐’๐’๐’Œ๐’, ๐’”๐’–๐’Ž๐’Ž๐’‚๐’“๐’Š๐’›๐’†๐’”.
“Happy birthday Placebo! To celebrate their 20th anniversary, the British rock trio released "A Place for Us to Dream", a pantagruelic compilation of 2:15 and 36 tracks, with duets (David Bowie, Michael Stipe, etc.), covers, B-sides, new versions and a new one, “Jesus' Son”. “To show all the colors of Placebo, light and shade, the risks we took,” comments singer and guitarist Brian Molko in French. Like a retrospective in a museum." Their anniversary tour stops tonight in Nantes and tomorrow at Paris-Bercy (now AccorHotels Arena). To satisfy their fans, who have been consulted on the Internet, Placebo replay old nuggets like "Nancy Boy", "Pure Morning" and "Protรจge-moi", French version of "Protect Me". “We also turned 36 Degrees into a ballad,” says Molko. Bands play the same song for decades, but we're not like that. We get bored very quickly."

๐Ÿ”ธ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ—๐Ÿ—๐Ÿ“-๐Ÿ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ๐Ÿ. ๐ˆ๐ง ๐๐จ๐ฐ๐ข๐ž'๐ฌ ๐จ๐ซ๐›๐ข๐ญ
“We had the same agent as David Bowie. And one evening, on his Outside tour, singer Morrissey left, without warning anyone, to his mother's house. An opening act had to be found urgently. Our agent played our demos to Bowie, and he liked them. A few days later, we were in Italy in front of 8,000 spectators. We toured his albums Outside, Earthling and Heaven. I spent seven years in his orbit, and it was absolutely amazing. I learned a lot from him. During the tours, every evening, I would go down to the backstage, I smoked a joint and I observed him. What a lesson, what an opportunity! And in 1998, the surprise of my life! On vacation, my brother wakes me up. He hands me the phone: it's Bowie. Oh okay (laughs). He tells me that he would like to sing our song Without You I'm Nothing as a duet, which he loves. I'm half asleep, I don't immediately realize the enormity... "

Photo credit: Maud Maillard

๐Ÿ”ธ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ—๐Ÿ—๐Ÿ”. "๐‚๐จ๐ฆ๐ž ๐‡๐จ๐ฆ๐ž", ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐Ÿ๐ข๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ž
“I was young, I had a lot of fun. But we worked like crazy. There were three of us, I was trying to write something abrasive and melodic, powerful, and popular. I had only one ambition, it was not to do an office job. I would have been happy to be in a band with average success. But fate changed everything because we had success from the first album. And we said to ourselves that we had to do everything to make it last. We wrote hundreds of songs that we threw in the trash before thinking: This song deserves to be listened to by people."

๐Ÿ”ธ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ—๐Ÿ—๐Ÿ”-๐Ÿ๐Ÿ—๐Ÿ—๐Ÿ•. ๐“๐ก๐ž ๐›๐ž๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง ๐…๐ซ๐š๐ง๐œ๐ž
“I remember with emotion our first concert in France, in 1996, at Route du Rock, Saint-Malo festival. It was so lovely. The reception from the French audience was immediately warm. They opened their arms to us."

๐Ÿ”ธ๐Ÿ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ๐Ÿ•. ๐“๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ซ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐ซ๐ข๐จ ๐ž๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐จ๐๐ž
“At the time of Sleeping With Ghosts tour and Meds album, there were troubles in the band. It was quite a traumatic time. We no longer spoke to each other, we protected each other in our corner. I've invested my whole professional life into this band, I wasn't going to let a character as old-fashioned as Mr. Hewitt ruin it for me. He hadn't always been like that, but success, money, drugs were there, as always..."

Photo credit: Marco Vittur

๐Ÿ”ธ๐Ÿ๐ŸŽ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ“. ๐“๐ก๐ž ๐๐š๐ญ๐š๐œ๐ฅ๐š๐ง ๐๐ซ๐š๐ฆ๐š
“I spent a sleepless night, I was absolutely upset, I was looking for my friends from our record company who were in the venue, but also the Eagles of Death Metal, whom I know well. I spent the night on the phone trying to reach them (he sighs). I really like Bataclan, we played there a lot when we started. There is something magical about this venue. I would love to be back, it is necessary. If anyone hears me..."
(๐ฟ๐‘’ ๐‘ƒ๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘’๐‘› ๐‘‡๐‘‰, ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘š๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ 28, 2016)

๐Ÿ“To add something special to my post, I found a short video from ๐‘๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ๐ž ๐๐ฎ ๐‘๐จ๐œ๐ค ๐…๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐š๐ฅ that took place in Saint Malo on August 14th, 1997 and, as Brian said, was ๐‘ท๐’๐’‚๐’„๐’†๐’ƒ๐’’๐’” ๐’‡๐’Š๐’“๐’”๐’• ๐’‘๐’†๐’“๐’‡๐’๐’“๐’Ž๐’‚๐’๐’„๐’† ๐’Š๐’ ๐‘ญ๐’“๐’‚๐’๐’„๐’†.

✨๐๐ฅ๐š๐œ๐ž๐›๐จ – ๐ˆ๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ & ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž, ๐’๐š๐ข๐ง๐ญ ๐Œ๐š๐ฅ๐จ ๐…๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐š๐ฅ, ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’.๐ŸŽ๐Ÿ–.๐Ÿ๐Ÿ—๐Ÿ—๐Ÿ•
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๐Ÿ“ข๐๐ซ๐ข๐š๐ง ๐Œ๐จ๐ฅ๐ค๐จ: “I always felt that our band would attract a little bit crazy and wild fans, and it really looks like becoming a truth. […] The most passionate fans can see that our technique changed a lot since Steve Hewitt joined the band. There’s much more admiration, much more love and respect from European audience, and our creative process liberated a lot.”

Post by Olga

Wednesday, April 14, 2021

๐—ซ-๐—ฅ๐—ฎ๐˜† ๐—ถ๐—ป๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜ƒ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐˜„: "๐— ๐—ผ๐—น๐—ธ๐—ผ ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐—น๐—ถ๐—ณ๐—ฒ, ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ต, ๐˜€๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐—ธ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ฒ-๐˜‚๐—ฝ", ๐—”๐—ฝ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—น ๐Ÿฎ๐Ÿฌ๐Ÿฌ๐Ÿฏ

The 2003 interview with Brian that I share with you today is a mix of him talking about Placebo's music and answering some very private questions. There is only one thing he refused to reveal anything about – do you want to know what it is?

Apart from what Brian wants to keep a secret you will learn more about his family, his drug use and his sex life. And of course the interview includes a lot of info about the band's then new album “Sleeping with ghosts”. I hope you'll enjoy reading.

Photo credit: Franck Courtรจs

๐—›๐—ข๐—ช ๐—œ๐—ฆ “๐—ฆ๐—Ÿ๐—˜๐—˜๐—ฃ๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—ช๐—œ๐—ง๐—› ๐—š๐—›๐—ข๐—ฆ๐—ง๐—ฆ” ๐——๐—œ๐—™๐—™๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—ง ๐—ง๐—ข “๐—•๐—Ÿ๐—”๐—–๐—ž ๐— ๐—”๐—ฅ๐—ž๐—˜๐—ง ๐— ๐—จ๐—ฆ๐—œ๐—–”?
๐Ÿ“ข “This album is a return to what we do best really, it’s dealing with relationships again. It’s got so much to do with the fact that we had an eight month period off beforehand to think for the first time and be human beings, to reacquaint ourselves with humanity outside of the rock’n’roll bubble. It was very natural that those were the kind of songs that were coming out.
With 'Black Market Music', we’d just done the 'Without you I’m nothing' tour with just each other and CNN for company, and we ended up in the studio very pissed off, railing against the injustices in the world. That’s why 'Black Market Music' is more angular and angry and political. 'Sleeping with Ghosts' shares similar themes to 'Without you I’m nothing' but I think it’s broader. 'Without you I’m nothing' was a very bleak album because of thee lifestyle choices we were making at the time, and the bad drugs, and I think this one is tempered with a little bit of hope.”

๐—ช๐—›๐—ฌ ๐——๐—œ๐—— ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐——๐—˜๐—–๐—œ๐——๐—˜ ๐—ง๐—ข ๐—›๐—”๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—” ๐—–๐—ข๐— ๐—ฃ๐—Ÿ๐—˜๐—ง๐—˜ ๐—•๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—”๐—ž ๐—™๐—ฅ๐—ข๐—  ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐— ๐—จ๐—ฆ๐—œ๐—– ๐—œ๐—ก๐——๐—จ๐—ฆ๐—ง๐—ฅ๐—ฌ ๐—•๐—˜๐—™๐—ข๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—–๐—ข๐—ฅ๐——๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—œ๐—ง?
'๐Ÿ“ข After the BMM tour we were spent – physically, obviously, cos we’d been on the road for so long, and emotionally, we were very very messed up. And we’d run out of realistic life experiences to write about. Nobody really cares about the colour of your tour bus and the fact you can’t shit on your tour bus, or how many notches on bedpost you have at the end of the tour. We realised we needed a break for the first time in seven years. We needed to reacquaint ourselves with genuine everyday human contact and exchange. I moved house as soon as I came off the tour, my first proper home, so I came back down with a big bang of domesticity. I wasn’t Brian Molko the rock star anymore, I was just Brian Molko who needed to furnish his apartment. It’s in Old Street, round there. So we decided to take six months off, then six months became eight months. It was a good chance to think about what had happened to us, well, me anyway, over the past ten years. They say your life changes every seven years, Saturn returns and all that and it’s interesting to note it’s seven years since Steve came into the band, and I turned 30 as soon as the album was finished. And I had this eight month period to look back through everything I’d been through emotionally and I started to deal with it for the first time. I started to think very much about the relationships I’ve had over the past ten years and whether they’d changed me and the effect that they’d had on me. So 'Sleeping with ghosts' became an album about exorcising the demons of your past relationships. And in that way, it became a very therapeutic and cathartic thing for me.”

๐—œ๐—™ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ'๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—ข๐—ž๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—ง๐—ข ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—™๐—จ๐—ง๐—จ๐—ฅ๐—˜, ๐—ช๐—›๐—ฌ ๐—œ๐—ฆ ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—•๐—จ๐—  ๐—–๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—Ÿ๐—˜๐—— '๐—ฆ๐—Ÿ๐—˜๐—˜๐—ฃ๐—จ๐—ก๐—š ๐—ช๐—œ๐—ง๐—› ๐—š๐—›๐—ข๐—ฆ๐—ง๐—ฆ, ๐—ช๐—›๐—œ๐—–๐—› ๐—ฆ๐—˜๐—˜๐— ๐—ฆ ๐—ง๐—ข ๐—›๐—œ๐—ก๐—ง ๐—”๐—ง ๐—”๐—ก ๐—œ๐—ก๐—˜๐—ฆ๐—–๐—”๐—ฃ๐—”๐—•๐—Ÿ๐—˜ ๐—Ÿ๐—œ๐—ก๐—ž ๐—ช๐—œ๐—ง๐—› ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—ฃ๐—”๐—ฆ๐—ง?
๐Ÿ“ข “By the time I reached 30 I realised there is no tragedy without joy in the first place. I became quite obsessed by the idea that you carry the ghosts of your relationships past with you for the rest of your life and people come back to haunt you, and that this is often triggered by external stimuli – smells, a song on the radio, an article of clothing, a book, whatever. I wondered what effect your memory still had on you to this day, regardless of the amount of time from the end of the relationship and where you are now and how you’ve moved on. Along the way, I managed to exorcise a few personal demons. Songwriting does allow me to lead a more balanced existence than I would without it. I feel blessed to have that outlet. To be able to express yourself to the world. To use your art as a form of catharsis or therapy. I think without it I’d be much, much more messed up than I am anyway.

๐—œ๐—ฆ ๐—œ๐—ง ๐—œ๐— ๐—ฃ๐—ข๐—ฅ๐—ง๐—”๐—ก๐—ง ๐—ง๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—ฆ๐—˜๐—Ÿ๐—Ÿ ๐—” ๐— ๐—œ๐—Ÿ๐—Ÿ๐—œ๐—ข๐—ก ๐—ข๐—™ ๐—ง๐—›๐—œ๐—ฆ ๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—•๐—จ๐— , ๐—Ÿ๐—œ๐—ž๐—˜ '๐—•๐—Ÿ๐—”๐—–๐—ž ๐— ๐—”๐—ฅ๐—ž๐—˜๐—ง ๐— ๐—จ๐—ฆ๐—œ๐—–' ๐——๐—œ๐——?
๐Ÿ“ข “In a way, yeah, cos as an artist you always want to feel like you’re improving. If it did a lot worse I’d be disappointed and I’d have to ask myself a lot of questions. But at the same time, I don’t want it to sell as many records as Coldplay, or The Strokes, cos then I’d feel even more pressure than I do already. I think we’d say to ourselves, well, where do we go from here? I am a little bit worried about reaching the top simply for that reason. We don’t have to become U2 just yet. There’s plenty of years ahead for us to do that.”

Photo credit: Fuse

๐—ช๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐——๐—ข ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—™๐—˜๐—˜๐—Ÿ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฅ ๐—ฃ๐—ข๐—ฆ๐—œ๐—ง๐—œ๐—ข๐—ก ๐—œ๐—ฆ ๐—œ๐—ก ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐— ๐—จ๐—ฆ๐—œ๐—– ๐—ฆ๐—–๐—˜๐—ก๐—˜ ๐—ก๐—ข๐—ช, ๐—”๐—™๐—ง๐—˜๐—ฅ ๐—•๐—˜๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—ข๐—ก ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—ฆ๐—–๐—˜๐—ก๐—˜ ๐—™๐—ข๐—ฅ ๐—˜๐—œ๐—š๐—›๐—ง ๐—ฌ๐—˜๐—”๐—ฅ๐—ฆ?
๐Ÿ“ข “We still feel like outsiders and we’ve always felt like outsiders. We’ve always felt like Radiohead in the way that we’ve created our own context, our own little planet where we have our own rules, we’re not affected by musical trends and just keep making music our way. However, I am not naรฏve and I’ve become very much aware of the fact that it’s the 21st Century: you have to prove your relevance again. You have to prove to the fans that you’re not ready for your pipe and slippers just yet, that you’re not passe.”

๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ'๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—ช๐—”๐—ฌ๐—ฆ ๐—›๐—”๐—— ๐—” ๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—ฃ๐—จ๐—ง๐—”๐—ง๐—œ๐—ข๐—ก ๐—”๐—ฆ ๐—” ๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—Ÿ๐—ฌ ๐—•๐—”๐—— ๐—œ๐—ก๐—ง๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—ฉ๐—œ๐—˜๐—ช๐—˜๐—˜. ๐—ช๐—›๐—ฌ ๐—œ๐—ฆ ๐—ง๐—›๐—”๐—ง?
๐Ÿ“ข It was who I was at the time. I had a great deal of arrogance and a great deal of bravado, but I think the bravado was brought on by a huge insecurity. I did get a reputation for being a beast as well. I was called a ‘drug crazed sex dwarf’ at one point. In every exaggeration there’s always a grain of truth, I guess.”

๐—ช๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—”๐—•๐—ข๐—จ๐—ง ๐—”๐—ก๐—ข๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—ฅ ๐—ค๐—จ๐—ข๐—ง๐—˜ ๐—ช๐—›๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—ช๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—–๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—Ÿ๐—˜๐—— '๐——๐—˜๐—Ÿ๐—จ๐—ฆ๐—œ๐—ข๐—ก๐—”๐—Ÿ ๐—ง๐—ข ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—ฃ๐—ฃ๐—ข๐—œ๐—ก๐—ง ๐—ข๐—™ ๐—ฃ๐—”๐—ฅ๐—”๐—ก๐—ข๐—จ๐—”'?
๐Ÿ“ข (laughs) “Yeah, I think that’s great. Then again, talking about bravado, socially, the bravado that I exuded had a lot to do with my intake at the time, and that was a way of me dealing with mammoth insecurity.”

๐—ช๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—ž๐—œ๐—ก๐—— ๐—ข๐—™ '๐—œ๐—ก๐—ง๐—”๐—ž๐—˜' ๐—”๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—ง๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—ž๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—”๐—•๐—ข๐—จ๐—ง?
๐Ÿ“ข “Everything, Around 'Without you I’m nothing' there was a really bad period where the drugs changed and it wasn’t very clever.”

๐—ช๐—˜'๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ง๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—ž๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—”๐—•๐—ข๐—จ๐—ง ๐—›๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—ข๐—œ๐—ก, ๐—ฌ๐—˜๐—ฆ?
๐Ÿ“ข “Yeah.”

๐—”๐—ฆ ๐—”๐—ก ๐—œ๐—ก๐—ง๐—˜๐—Ÿ๐—Ÿ๐—œ๐—š๐—˜๐—ก๐—ง ๐— ๐—”๐—ก, ๐—›๐—ข๐—ช ๐—ข๐—ก ๐—˜๐—”๐—ฅ๐—ง๐—› ๐——๐—œ๐—— ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—˜๐—ฉ๐—˜๐—ฅ ๐—š๐—˜๐—ง ๐—œ๐—ก๐—ฉ๐—ข๐—Ÿ๐—ฉ๐—˜๐—— ๐—ช๐—œ๐—ง๐—› ๐—ง๐—›๐—”๐—ง?
๐Ÿ“ข “Because I’m an old romantic, really, with an excessive personality. It was always going to happen. I managed to pull myself out of it before anything got very serious.”

๐—›๐—ข๐—ช ๐——๐—œ๐—™๐—™๐—œ๐—–๐—จ๐—Ÿ๐—ง ๐—ช๐—”๐—ฆ ๐—ง๐—›๐—”๐—ง?
๐Ÿ“ข “When you have a band threatening to kill you … Well, when you’re placed in a position where you go: career, friendship, music, art or heroin, you make the choice pretty damn quickly. I didn’t get into it deep enough to develop a nasty habit, but physically, giving up is days of discomfort and being really down, but you start to rise out of it.”

๐—›๐—ข๐—ช ๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—ก๐—š ๐—œ๐—ฆ ๐—œ๐—ง ๐—ฆ๐—œ๐—ก๐—–๐—˜ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ'๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—ง๐—”๐—ž๐—˜๐—ก ๐—›๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—ข๐—œ๐—ก?
๐Ÿ“ข “God, ’98. I don’t really do drugs anymore. After heroin, I had a real problem with cocaine as well. I remember talking to my manager and saying, “this is all getting to be too much effort, I don’t know if I can deal with it, I just want to get back to where I was before”, which was just a drinker and a smoker. It agrees with me; the rest of it doesn’t really at all. And that’s all I am now, a drinker and smoker. It’s good. A stoned band is a happy band!”

๐——๐—œ๐—— ๐—œ๐—ง ๐—˜๐—ฉ๐—˜๐—ฅ ๐—š๐—˜๐—ง ๐—ฆ๐—ข ๐—•๐—”๐—— ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—›๐—”๐—— ๐—ง๐—ข ๐—–๐—›๐—˜๐—–๐—ž ๐—œ๐—ก๐—ง๐—ข ๐—ฆ๐—ข๐— ๐—˜๐—ช๐—›๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—Ÿ๐—œ๐—ž๐—˜ ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—ฃ๐—ฅ๐—œ๐—ข๐—ฅ๐—ฌ?
๐Ÿ“ข “It never got that bad. I’ve always had a really strong survival instinct, which has prevented me from jumping in at the deep end and staying there for too long when it comes to things like that. I’m very proud of the fact that this album has no drug references.”

Photo credit: Perou

๐—œ ๐—ก๐—ข๐—ง๐—œ๐—–๐—˜๐—— ๐—ข๐—ก ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฅ ๐—ช๐—˜๐—•๐—ฆ๐—œ๐—ง๐—˜ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—”๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ก๐—ข๐—ช ๐——๐—˜๐—ฆ๐—–๐—ฅ๐—œ๐—•๐—˜๐—— ๐—”๐—ฆ '๐—”๐—ก ๐—˜๐—ซ ๐—š๐—œ๐—ฅ๐—Ÿ๐—•๐—ข๐—ฌ ๐—–๐—ข๐—ก๐—จ๐—ก๐——๐—ฅ๐—จ๐— ' ๐—”๐—ก๐—— ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ'๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—ฆ๐—ข ๐—›๐—”๐—— ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฅ ๐—›๐—”๐—œ๐—ฅ ๐—–๐—จ๐—ง ๐—ฆ๐—›๐—ข๐—ฅ๐—ง. ๐—ช๐—›๐—ฌ ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—–๐—›๐—”๐—ก๐—š๐—˜?
๐Ÿ“ข “I still wear make up a lot! I’m actually wearing more, it’s just more expensive and better applied! The hair, well it took me 25 minutes in the morning to get to a point where it was suitable for Brian Molko to walk the streets with. After BMM, it was cut all your hair off, it’s low maintenance, you’re taking a break and anyway, you don’t want to be recognised walking around London, I want to be able to pass a bit incognito. This is your sabbatical from the rock bubble. And I felt like being a boy again for a little while. I’ve been this boygirl for so long that I just thought it would be interesting and different to just be a bloke again and wear jeans and a sweater and just wander around and be a regular Joe. I wanted to be able to take the Tube and for people to go ‘nah, can’t be’”.

๐—”๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—š๐—ข๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—•๐—”๐—Ÿ๐——?
๐Ÿ“ข “I don’t know. I haven’t really lost any hair. I’ve been like this for the past seven, eight years. If it was to happen I’d just do the honorable thing like Michael Stipe and just get over it. I just hope I have a nice shaped head. There will be no transplants and no combovers, that’s for sure. If it happens, there’s nothing you can really do. I’m quite philosophical about it. They say it’s a sign of virility anyway!”

๐—›๐—ข๐—ช ๐—–๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—ฆ๐—˜ ๐—”๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—ง๐—ข ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฅ ๐—™๐—”๐— ๐—œ๐—Ÿ๐—ฌ?
๐Ÿ“ข “My father and I don’t communicate anymore. We’re just not good for each other so we’re not in each other’s lives. I love my mum. But she’s deeply religious, she’s a Born Again Christian which is what I was raised in. I left the church at around the age of 13, 14 as I started to discover my sexuality, which was definitely at odds with the church. My mum lives in Dundee. With my mum, our conversation is limited because I essentially do something that is not the way of the Lord. She’s just had to get used to it. I think the make-up is the thing that annoys my mum the most. Thankfully she’s hard of hearing, so she hasn’t really got the records fully. I have an older brother who I’m really close with, and that’s it.”

๐——๐—ข๐—˜๐—ฆ ๐—œ๐—ง ๐— ๐—”๐—ž๐—˜ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—ฆ๐—”๐—— ๐—ง๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐——๐—ข๐—ก'๐—ง ๐—›๐—”๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—”๐—ก๐—ฌ ๐—–๐—ข๐—ก๐—ง๐—”๐—–๐—ง ๐—ช๐—œ๐—ง๐—› ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฅ ๐—™๐—”๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—ฅ? ๐——๐—ข ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—ง๐—›๐—œ๐—ก๐—ž ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—–๐—ข๐—จ๐—Ÿ๐—— ๐—˜๐—ฉ๐—˜๐—ฅ ๐—•๐—˜ ๐—” ๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—–๐—ข๐—ก๐—–๐—œ๐—Ÿ๐—œ๐—”๐—ง๐—œ๐—ข๐—ก ๐—ข๐—ก ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—–๐—”๐—ฅ๐——๐—ฆ?
๐Ÿ“ข “With this kind of relationship, there usually is one somewhere along the line, but there’s no direct reconciliation planned at present by any means. Sure, it saddens me; cos of that, I’ve always had problems around the time of birthdays and Christmases and things like that. But I’ve learned to deal with it. I’ve always been the kind of person to look towards the future. Perhaps cos I’ve made so many mistakes in the past, I want to run away from them really quickly.”

๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ'๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ก๐—ข๐—ง ๐—” ๐—•๐—˜๐—Ÿ๐—œ๐—˜๐—ฉ๐—˜๐—ฅ ๐—œ๐—ก ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—”๐—ฃ๐—ฌ ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—ก?
๐Ÿ“ข “I’ve considered it many times. I’ve been very close to going to see people; I’ve cancelled appointments on the day for many different reasons. But to be honest, I’m lucky to have the music, that’s totally where I get it out. I’m quite happy with the amount of neuroses I’ve got now. They keep me ticking over. If I got rid of them all, who knows, I might become Sting for God’s sake, and I can’t imagine anything worse on this planet!”

๐—ช๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—œ๐—ฆ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฅ ๐—™๐—œ๐—ฅ๐—ฆ๐—ง ๐—–๐—›๐—œ๐—Ÿ๐——๐—›๐—ข๐—ข๐—— ๐— ๐—˜๐— ๐—ข๐—ฅ๐—ฌ?
๐Ÿ“ข “I was in Africa where we were living at the time. I was about two years old and I remember being in my cot, and it seemed to me to be like a prison cell already. I remember staring through the bars watching our maid sweep the floor.”

Photo credit: Tracey Griffin


๐——๐—ข ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—•๐—˜๐—Ÿ๐—œ๐—˜๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—œ๐—ก ๐—Ÿ๐—œ๐—™๐—˜ ๐—”๐—™๐—ง๐—˜๐—ฅ ๐——๐—˜๐—”๐—ง๐—›?
๐Ÿ“ข “Organised religion has always seemed a bit of a cop-out to me, cos you’re accepting a list of rules without finding your own morality and your own principles – which takes more effort, but is infinitely more rewarding. The idea of life after death, which I grew up with all around me, is that it almost seems like an excuse for not living your life today. Life is so precious that it can’t be a rehearsal for some idyllic existence in the clouds. If you realise there could be nothing at the end of it all, it doesn’t mean you have to have a massive existential quandary about it, it just makes every second that you live all the more precious, and everything you do and every effect you have on other people much more important. When we go, we go. I’d like to believe in reincarnation. It would be nice, but I’m not too sure.”

๐—›๐—”๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—˜๐—ฉ๐—˜๐—ฅ ๐—ฆ๐—˜๐—˜๐—ก ๐—” ๐——๐—˜๐—”๐—— ๐—•๐—ข๐——๐—ฌ?
๐Ÿ“ข “Yes, when I was a kid, in a car wreck on the way to school one morning. I was shocked at how ghost white this body way. And it was very soon after the accident. It’s an image that’s never left me.”

๐—›๐—”๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—˜๐—ฉ๐—˜๐—ฅ ๐—จ๐—ฆ๐—˜๐—— ๐—ฉ๐—œ๐—ข๐—Ÿ๐—˜๐—ก๐—–๐—˜ ๐—”๐—š๐—”๐—œ๐—ก๐—ฆ๐—ง ๐—”๐—ก๐—ฌ๐—•๐—ข๐——๐—ฌ?
๐Ÿ“ข “As a kid, everybody slaps their peers around, but I was always very small so I was usually on the receiving end of bullying. I think that had a lot to do with the fact that at home, I didn’t really have the family unit that made it good for me to interact socially with my peers.”

๐—›๐—”๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—•๐—˜๐—˜๐—ก ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—ฉ๐—œ๐—–๐—ง๐—œ๐—  ๐—ข๐—™ ๐—ฉ๐—œ๐—ข๐—Ÿ๐—˜๐—ก๐—–๐—˜ ๐—œ๐—ก ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฅ ๐—”๐——๐—จ๐—Ÿ๐—ง ๐—ฌ๐—˜๐—”๐—ฅ๐—ฆ?
๐Ÿ“ข “Oh shit yeah, I’ve been threatened with violence for wearing make-up. I’ve had a lot of aggression from a lot of people but I take it with a pinch of salt. It’s okay. Thankfully, my band are bigger than me! Don’t mess with my drummer from Manchester, that’s for sure! Haha.”

๐——๐—ข ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—ง๐—›๐—œ๐—ก๐—ž ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜'๐—ฆ ๐—˜๐—ฉ๐—˜๐—ฅ ๐—” ๐—–๐—”๐—ฆ๐—˜ ๐—ช๐—›๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ฉ๐—œ๐—ข๐—Ÿ๐—˜๐—ก๐—–๐—˜ ๐—–๐—”๐—ก ๐—ฆ๐—ข๐—Ÿ๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—”๐—ก๐—ฌ๐—ง๐—›๐—œ๐—ก๐—š?
๐Ÿ“ข “Big abstract question! Probably.”

๐—ช๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—”๐—•๐—ข๐—จ๐—ง ๐—œ๐—ก ๐—–๐—ข๐—ก๐—ง๐—˜๐—ซ๐—ง ๐—ช๐—œ๐—ง๐—› ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—œ๐— ๐—ฃ๐—˜๐—ก๐——๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—ช๐—”๐—ฅ?
๐Ÿ“ข “I was on the march (the anti-war protest on February 15). This is a war that America decided to have even before September 11, and whatever justification that anyone can find for this, you can’t get away from the fact that they’ve been waiting for an excuse. When September 11 happened, the Americans were ready to attack straight away, but it was like, let’s hold on, as the media aren’t gonna take this very well – let’s get Afghanistan first, we were going to invade them anyway. It’s a case of America trying to force its way of life on the rest of the world and I think, simply on a philosophical level, if this is what the genocide of children is about then you have to make a stand about it. And if we weren’t going to war over the exportation of the American way of life, we should be marching against it anyway, against globalisation and America’s policing of the world when it sees fit – when it has financial or political interests, or when it has both in this case. You have to march, cos so many people are buying this bullshit. I do believe in peaceful protest and civil disobedience when it comes to this.”

๐—ช๐—›๐—˜๐—ก ๐—”๐—ก๐—— ๐—ช๐—›๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ช๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—›๐—”๐—ฃ๐—ฃ๐—œ๐—˜๐—ฆ๐—ง?
๐Ÿ“ข There was a period in 1999 where I was gloriously happy, but I was delusional! (laughs) I was head over heels in love and I thought that this was it and that I was sorted and that a whole bag of worries had just left me, like Pilgrim’s Progress, losing the burden of the sins on his back. I felt deliriously happy. But in the immortal words of Ian McCulloch, nothing lasts forever.”

Photo credit:  Spiros Politis

๐—”๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—œ๐—ก ๐—” ๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—Ÿ๐—”๐—ง๐—œ๐—ข๐—ก๐—ฆ๐—›๐—œ๐—ฃ ๐—”๐—ง ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐— ๐—ข๐— ๐—˜๐—ก๐—ง?
๐Ÿ“ข “Next question.”

๐—ช๐—›๐—ข ๐—ช๐—”๐—ฆ ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—™๐—œ๐—ฅ๐—ฆ๐—ง ๐—ช๐—ข๐— ๐—”๐—ก ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—˜๐—ฉ๐—˜๐—ฅ ๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—ฉ๐—˜๐——?
๐Ÿ“ข “The woman I lost my virginity to. I was 14, she was 16. We lost our virginity together. She was a beautiful French girl called Carole. She was my first proper girlfriend.”

๐—ช๐—›๐—ข ๐—ช๐—”๐—ฆ ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—™๐—œ๐—ฅ๐—ฆ๐—ง ๐— ๐—”๐—ก ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—™๐—˜๐—Ÿ๐—Ÿ ๐—œ๐—ก ๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—ช๐—œ๐—ง๐—›?
๐Ÿ“ข “I was 17. It’s when I moved to London, and fell in love with a third year drama student. I think he relished the idea of breaking me in probably more than was actually in love with me! I’ve had sporadic relationships with men since. I think we’ll probably all evolve to a point where we’re all bisexual. It may become the cultural norm. But in order for that to happen the church has to stop having such a massive influence on everyday culture. When that starts to happen, it’s very possible that culturally and sexually we’ll take on the natural state, which I think is closer to bisexuality than anything else. I remember a fantastic quote of Derek Jarman’s which was “the world has to realise that heterosexuality is not the norm, it’s just common”. That says it all for me.”

๐—›๐—”๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—›๐—”๐—— ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฅ ๐—›๐—˜๐—”๐—ฅ๐—ง ๐—•๐—ฅ๐—ข๐—ž๐—˜๐—ก?
๐Ÿ“ข “Many times. I’ve been a heartbreaker too. Which I find funny cos I’m the guy who couldn’t get laid at college. Which is why, when people treat you like some kind of sex symbol, I find it quite embarrassing. I’ve been a bad boy, and I’ve hurt people along the way. It’s impossible to exist and to take risks in life without hurting people along the way. There’s nothing worse than not attempting something cos you’re worried about a negative outcome. That’s self-censorship on a life level.”

๐——๐—ข ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—ง๐—›๐—œ๐—ก๐—ž ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ'๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐——๐—˜๐—ฆ๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—ฉ๐—˜๐—— ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฅ ๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—ฃ๐—จ๐—ง๐—”๐—ง๐—œ๐—ข๐—ก ๐—ข๐—™ ๐—•๐—˜๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—ฆ๐—˜๐—ซ๐—จ๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—Ÿ๐—ฌ ๐—Ÿ๐—”๐—ฆ๐—–๐—œ๐—ฉ๐—œ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฆ ๐—œ๐—ก ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐—ฃ๐—”๐—ฆ๐—ง?
๐Ÿ“ข “I’m happy with the idea of the myth but you have to understand that a myth is a myth. A lot of music culture is about the propagation of those myths: I mean, I’d hate to be Sting or Gareth Gates or Fran Healy. It’s just all a bit too nice. Certainly for many years I was a tart, but similarly with drugs there’s a point where you can’t do that forever, that becomes very boring as well. If you have any depth to you as a human being you’re going to start looking for something else.”

๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ'๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—–๐—›๐—˜๐—”๐—ง๐—˜๐—— ๐—•๐—˜๐—™๐—ข๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—ก?
๐Ÿ“ข “Yes, shock horror, Brian Molko is a love cheat!”

๐—›๐—”๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—˜๐—ฉ๐—˜๐—ฅ ๐—•๐—˜๐—˜๐—ก ๐—ง๐—ข๐—ง๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—Ÿ๐—ฌ ๐—™๐—”๐—œ๐—ง๐—›๐—™๐—จ๐—Ÿ ๐—”๐—ก๐—— ๐— ๐—ข๐—ก๐—ข๐—š๐—”๐— ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฆ?
๐Ÿ“ข “Yes. But not recently! (laughs) I often wonder if monogamy or marriage is one of these social constructs that has been put in place in order to control the general public. It’s a kickback to the Old Testament. It’s very uncommon for animals to mate for life. And there was a study done on pigeons and they found that 13% of pigeons are inherently homosexual. Gay pigeons, let’s go! (laughs) I’m convinced my dog was gay when I was growing up, too.”

๐—œ๐—™ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐— ๐—˜๐—ง ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฅ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ก๐—š๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ฆ๐—˜๐—Ÿ๐—™ ๐—ก๐—ข๐—ช, ๐—ช๐—ข๐—จ๐—Ÿ๐—— ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ ๐—•๐—˜ ๐—ฃ๐—ฅ๐—ข๐—จ๐—— ๐—ข๐—™ ๐—ช๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ'๐—— ๐—ง๐—จ๐—ฅ๐—ก๐—˜๐—— ๐—œ๐—ก๐—ง๐—ข?
๐Ÿ“ข “Yes, I'm improving as a human being. I have more respect for people, I'm learning to become less egocentric and arrogant and I'm learning to listen to people a lot more, which I think is really important. If I went back and saw myself at the age of 22, 23, I think I'd be shocked, and I'd realise why I got such a bad reputation and why I had a reputation for being a drunk and other things.
If I was able to go back to myself at that age, I think I'd say to myself "drink more water and don't worry about it, it's going to get better". And I think it does. For me, my twenties were definitely a second adolescence which I feel I'm coming out of right now, cos I've just turned 30. It was a chaotic, schizophrenic and excessive time and I experienced a lot and learned a great deal from it. I would have a real problem as a human being if I hadn't. I do think it gets better. I wouldn't necessarily do my twenties again, cos it was a very difficult time. But the demons don't shout as loud anymore. It's okay being me right now.”
(X-Ray "Molko on life, death, smack and make-up", April 2003)

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