โญ๏ธ"๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ค๐ช๐ฉ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ง๐๐๐, ๐ฉ๐๐๐จ ๐ฅ๐ค๐ฌ๐๐ง-๐ฅ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ง๐๐๐ค๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐ค๐ช๐ก๐๐ฃ'๐ฉ ๐๐ญ๐๐จ๐ฉ"โญ๏ธ
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On "Never let me go", the first new Placebo studio album in nine years, Brian Molko gives free rein to his anger. The anger of the introverted frontman is a blessing for the new songs. Not for ages have Molko (49) and bassist Stefan Olsdal (47) sounded so spirited and overwhelmingly powerful as on the new songs. In a telephone interview, Molko talks about his escape from England, drugs and anger at the world.
๐๐ณ๐ฆ๐น๐ช๐ต ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ข๐ญ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐บ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ค๐ฆ๐ณ๐ต๐ข๐ช๐ฏ ๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ 2016. ๐๐ฉ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ค๐ฌ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ?
๐ข โThe effects are only really seeping in now. Ultimately, it is yet another uncertainty that has come on top. Overall, I feel psychologically brutally heckled by all the uncertainties and threats that have been raining down on us for years. The Coronavirus has raised the question in my mind whether there is still a future for this band at all. No one can live on Spotify alone. I keep asking myself if I still have a job and what the future holds. Brexit and Corona was a twin demon for me, making me angry and depressed. I knew I had to get out of here or I'd break down physically and mentally.โ
๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐๐ถ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ?
๐ข โWell, I won't tell you. In London, a lot of people knew where I lived. There were a number of kids hanging around outside the house waiting for me, even ringing the doorbell all the time. Then when I came out, they would follow me. That's why I keep to myself where I live now.โ
๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฒ๐ถ๐ช๐ต๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ช๐ท๐ข๐ต๐ฆ, ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ค๐ญ๐ถ๐ด๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ธ๐ข๐บ, ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ?
๐ข โYes, that's me one hundred percent. I only want to appear in public as the singer of Placebo. Outside of my job I am reserved and shy. I don't need attention when I fetch bread rolls in the morning.โ
๐๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ข๐บ "๐๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ฎ๐ช๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐จ" ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ด๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ?
๐ข โNo. 'Went missing' is primarily a reflection on the close relationship I have with my addiction therapist. Whenever I relapsed, everything would suddenly go pitch black around me and I would disappear, in a sense, both internally and externally. When I would reappear, he would say, "Oh, you must have been off the face of the earth for a while." The song is also about how my addiction became visible to the public from time to time. A few times in Placebo's history I didn't make it past the first song of a concert.โ
๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ถ๐จ๐ด ๐จ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ?
๐ข โThe erasure of the self. The search for this disappearance, so that I no longer have to feel myself. Basically, I was running away from myself, from my own personality. For many years I didn't understand how much fear close people had for me. If you have a close relationship with an addict who disappears, you worry about their life and fear that you may never see that person again.โ
๐๐ฐ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ถ๐จ๐ด ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ต๐ณ๐ฐ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ?
๐ข โI have worked towards a lifestyle that is much, much more moderate over many years.โ
๐๐ฏ '๐๐ช๐น ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง', ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ต๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐จ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ง๐ช๐น ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง?
๐ข โNo, 'Fix yourself' is a fuck-you song. It's not about me, it's about all the lying fucking hypocrites out there. The song is directed at everyone who goes around thinking they have to spread their morals. Starting with the church. I don't let any priests tell me how to live or what to think. Let them start with themselves and change their own lives and attitudes!โ
"๐๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐๐ฆ๐ต ๐๐ฆ ๐๐ฐ" ๐ช๐ด ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ข ๐ฉ๐ข๐ณ๐ด๐ฉ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐ณ๐บ, ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฏ๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ญ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ฎ, ๐ช๐ด๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ช๐ต?
๐ข โIt's our lick-me album, that's right. It's by far the most angry and incensed thing we've ever done. And it's very focused in its anger and rage. I have a different, far greater clarity now than I used to because of my lifestyle.โ
"๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ช๐ญ๐ด" ๐ช๐ด ๐ข ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฑ๐ช๐ณ๐ข๐ค๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ด. ๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ-๐ค๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ณ๐ช๐ข๐ฏ๐ด?
๐ข โOnly mockery. Nothing else. Although - yes, one more thing: contempt.โ
๐๐ด ๐ช๐ต ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ด๐ช๐ค ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ณ๐ข๐จ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ค๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ด?
๐ข โSure, without my anger, this power-packed record wouldn't exist. As a compassionate person, I can't walk three steps without getting pissed off at the concentrated unfairness at every turn. I wanted to talk about what surveillance, predatory capitalism, greed and hate do to us from a human, empathetic perspective. There was definitely a lot pent up inside me.โ
๐๐ฆ๐ด๐ฑ๐ช๐ต๐ฆ ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ค๐ช๐ข๐ญ ๐ง๐ณ๐ถ๐ด๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ญ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ช๐ต๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ด. ๐๐ฒ๐ถ๐ข๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐บ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด๐ช๐ต๐บ, ๐ช๐ด๐ด๐ถ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐๐ญ๐ข๐ค๐ฆ๐ฃ๐ฐ ๐ด๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐จ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง-๐ฆ๐ท๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ค๐ค๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฅ- ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ต๐ช๐ฆ๐ด.
๐ข โYes, that's true. Much of what has to do with gender, sexuality and identity is no longer exotic, but has become part of the mainstream. Many of the debates we have today as a matter of course didn't even exist 25 years ago. Back then, the options were hetero, homo or bi. Nothing else. Even when it comes to questions of origin and skin colour, some things have changed for the better.โ
๐๐ถ๐ต?
๐ข โI don't know if we really live in a less prejudiced world. You only have to look around in Europe. There are significantly more populist, i.e. far-right, leaders than 20 or 30 years ago. Do we really live with less resentment today, or is that an illusion reinforced by this little computer we carry with us 24 hours a day? I too believed that the world would become more peaceful and just, but we see that this is only an illusion.โ
๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐๐ฐ๐ฅ๐บ, ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ข ๐ด๐ถ๐ค๐ค๐ฆ๐ด๐ด๐ง๐ถ๐ญ ๐ข๐ค๐ต๐ฐ๐ณ, ๐ช๐ด 16. ๐๐ฆ ๐ช๐ด ๐จ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ข ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ด ๐ธ๐ข๐ณ ๐ข๐จ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐๐ถ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฆ. ๐๐ณ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ง๐ถ๐ต๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ?
๐ข โYes, definitely. He hardly knows what it's like to be carefree. He just suffered two years of the pandemic and now he's suffering under Putin. Damn. I'm a child of the eighties. In my day, there wasn't a security camera every ten feet, and phones were still connected by a wire in the wall. My son's world is nothing like mine anymore. He enjoys the technological progress. But what about the bill for this motley present and future that awaits him at some point? His mobile phone is de facto a medium of control too. It holds him hostage. But of course he doesn't see it that way. He only knows the dopamine kick that prompts him to keep scrolling.โ
๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐๐ข๐ท๐ช๐ฅ ๐๐ฐ๐ธ๐ช๐ฆ'๐ด ๐ง๐ช๐ง๐ต๐ช๐ฆ๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฃ๐ช๐ณ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ ๐ข๐ต ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฃ๐ช๐จ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ด๐ฉ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐๐ฆ๐ธ ๐ ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฌ'๐ด ๐๐ข๐ฅ๐ช๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐๐ฒ๐ถ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ. ๐๐ฐ๐ธ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ญ๐ง ๐ข ๐ค๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ถ๐ณ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐๐ฆ๐ค๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ณ. ๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ?
๐ข โI'm certainly not famous enough for a birthday party at Madison Square Garden. Oh, David. My friend and mentor. I think about him every day. I still get teary-eyed when I think about his last birthday, that was unspeakably emotional for me. It's a bit sad that David had to be terminally ill before I realised how much he meant and taught me as a person and as a friend. David showed me how to be a kind, approachable person and how to treat other people with decency. He was good to everyone he met. I admire him and I love him.โ
(Sรคchsische Zeitung, March 25th 2022)
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