Showing posts with label Fix yourself. Show all posts
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Thursday, July 21, 2022

๐Ÿ”ธ๐Ÿ’ข ๐—™๐—œ๐—ซ ๐—ฌ๐—ข๐—จ๐—ฅ๐—ฆ๐—˜๐—Ÿ๐—™ ๐Ÿ’ข๐Ÿ”ธ

๐Ÿ”ธ⭐๐Ÿ”ธ...๐๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐‹๐ž๐ญ ๐Œ๐ž ๐†๐จ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐š ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ž๐ ๐š๐ฅ๐›๐ฎ๐ฆ... 
"๐˜ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต, ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ, ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ช๐˜ต. ๐˜ˆ๐˜ด ๐˜ ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ, ๐˜ ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ. ๐˜๐˜ต'๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ! ๐˜Œ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜Ž๐˜ฆ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ ๐˜๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜บ๐˜ฅ, ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜บ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜œ๐˜š ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜‰๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ค๐˜ฌ ๐˜“๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜”๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต. ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ค, ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜‰๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜น๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ณ. ๐˜๐˜ต'๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ช๐˜ง ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ต, ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜บ, ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ญ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฃ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜บ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ฅ๐˜บ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ... ๐˜•๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ. ๐˜ˆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ข ๐˜ด๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ? ๐˜—๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ญ๐˜บ. ๐˜๐˜ต'๐˜ด ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ค" 
(๐™ฑ๐š›๐š’๐šŠ๐š— ๐™ผ๐š˜๐š•๐š”๐š˜, ๐™ป๐šŽ ๐™ฟ๐šŠ๐š›๐š’๐šœ๐š’๐šŽ๐š— ๐Ÿธ0๐Ÿธ๐Ÿธ)

Photo credit: Jon Stone, edit by Marti

๐Ÿ”นHi soulmates,๐Ÿ”น
my post today will be deeply honest.

The whole Never Let Me Go album is a crazy mental cleansing for me. But by the last song, I stop breathing... This song is the best ending this 13-point ride through the human soul could have had.

Thank you, Brian, if I ever decide to get a tattoo, it will be this track: "Go fix yourself, instead of someone else."

๐Ÿ”ธ๐Ÿ’ขโ„™๐•ƒ๐”ธโ„‚๐”ผ๐”น๐•†: "๐”ฝ๐•€๐• ๐•๐•†๐•Œโ„๐•Š๐”ผ๐•ƒ๐”ฝ"๐Ÿ’ข๐Ÿ”ธ
๐Ÿ”น๐ŸŽถ https://bit.ly/3v2sJth

I admit, Brian's comments on this song give me chills:
๐Ÿ”น๐Ÿ’ฌ ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’‚๐’๐’ƒ๐’–๐’Ž ๐’Š๐’” ๐’๐’—๐’†๐’“๐’˜๐’‰๐’†๐’๐’Ž๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ. ๐‘ฐ๐’•'๐’” ๐’„๐’‚๐’๐’๐’†๐’… ๐‘ต๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“ ๐‘ณ๐’†๐’• ๐‘ด๐’† ๐‘ฎ๐’. ๐’€๐’๐’– ๐’•๐’‚๐’Œ๐’† ๐’–๐’” ๐’„๐’๐’Ž๐’‘๐’๐’†๐’•๐’†๐’๐’š ๐’‚๐’˜๐’‚๐’š. ๐‘ฐ๐’•'๐’” ๐’‘๐’“๐’†๐’•๐’•๐’š ๐’„๐’“๐’‚๐’›๐’š ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’Š๐’•'๐’” ๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’…๐’†๐’”๐’„๐’“๐’Š๐’ƒ๐’†๐’… ๐’Š๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’†๐’๐’… ๐’”๐’๐’๐’ˆ ๐‘ญ๐’Š๐’™ ๐’€๐’๐’–๐’“๐’”๐’†๐’๐’‡ ๐’˜๐’‰๐’Š๐’„๐’‰ ๐’”๐’‚๐’š๐’”:
๐’ˆ๐’†๐’• ๐’๐’—๐’†๐’“ ๐’š๐’๐’–๐’“๐’”๐’†๐’๐’‡, ๐’•๐’‚๐’Œ๐’† ๐’„๐’‚๐’“๐’† ๐’๐’‡ ๐’š๐’๐’–๐’“๐’”๐’†๐’๐’‡ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’๐’๐’• ๐’๐’‡ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’“๐’”.
"That's it."

๐‘ป๐’‰๐’‚๐’•'๐’” ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’Ž๐’†๐’”๐’”๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’†.
"Absolutely. It seems to me that most people are out in the world, telling other people how to live without looking at themselves. If you can't help someone else without helping yourself, what the hell are you doing telling other people how to live their lives basically ? So yeah, fix yourself before you try to fix somebody else."(๐™ฑ๐š›๐š’๐šŠ๐š— ๐™ผ๐š˜๐š•๐š”๐š˜, ๐™ต๐š›๐šŠ๐š—๐šŒ๐šŽ ๐™ธ๐š—๐š๐š˜, ๐Ÿธ0๐Ÿธ๐Ÿธ)

๐Ÿ”น๐Ÿ’ฌ "Fix Yourself is another fuck you song, you know, it's the anti ‘Fix You’ by Coldplay. Why would somebody want to fix someone else? Therapists make livings out of it, parents want to fix their children, want to mold their children into their own image or an image of what they think is worthwhile. Society tries to make you conform morally and ethically to whatever is accepted as being moral and ethical during that day or that period of history.
The most powerful line for me in Fix Yourself is ‘I'm bored of your Caucasian Jesus.’ I'm bored of the hypocrisy, I'm bored of the bullshit, I'm bored of the lies. I'm bored of people who are as fucked up as I am, making a living fixing other people, I'm like ‘physician, heal thyself, fix yourself first’, instead of walking around, trying to tell everybody else what to feel, how to feel, who to be, what's right, what's wrong, what's moral, what's immoral. Bullshit! I call bullshit on it all. Just bourgeois societal mores that we all kind of aspire to so that we don't have to think. I'm bored of it, and that's what I'm expressing in this song. And for me, it was kind of that was sort of the perfect way to end to end the record."
(๐™ฑ๐š›๐š’๐šŠ๐š— ๐™ผ๐š˜๐š•๐š”๐š˜, ๐™ผ๐šŠ๐š—๐š’๐šŠ๐šŒ๐šœ๐™พ๐š—๐š•๐š’๐š—๐šŽ ๐š–๐šŠ๐š., ๐™ผ๐šŠ๐š›๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐Ÿธ0๐Ÿธ๐Ÿธ)

Photo credit: Jon Stone

๐Ÿ”น๐Ÿ’ฌ ๐‘ฐ๐’๐’•: ๐‘ซ๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’•๐’‚๐’๐’Œ ๐’Š๐’ “๐‘ญ๐’Š๐’™ ๐’€๐’๐’–๐’“๐’”๐’†๐’๐’‡” ๐’‰๐’๐’˜ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’†๐’… ๐’•๐’ ๐’‡๐’Š๐’™ ๐’š๐’๐’–๐’“๐’”๐’†๐’๐’‡?
Brian: “No, “Fix yourself“ is a “Fuck you“-Song. It is not about me. It is about all those lying, lousy hypocrites out there. “I am bored of your Caucasian Jesus“ is one of my favourite lines, that I’ve ever written. This song is aimed everyone who are walking around and mean that they have to spread their moralities. Starting with the church. I won‘t let a priest tell me how to live or what to think. They should start to change their own lives and own settings by themselves.“

๐‘ฐ๐’๐’•:๐‘ฉ๐’–๐’• ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‚๐’“๐’† ๐’๐’๐’• ๐’๐’๐’๐’š ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ๐’“๐’š ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’๐’–๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ช๐’‰๐’–๐’“๐’„๐’‰?
Brian:“God, no. To all. Also on these activists on social media, who are making their own god damn personal attitude to the only true one and force it to everyone else. Who do these Keyboard-fascists they are? They don’t have to tell me anything. I am a free spirit and a free thinker.“
(๐š‚๐™ป๐™ฐ๐™ผ, ๐™ธ๐šœ๐šœ๐šž๐šŽ ๐Ÿท๐Ÿธ๐Ÿท, ๐™ฐ๐š™๐š›๐š’๐š• ๐Ÿธ0๐Ÿธ๐Ÿธ)


๐Ÿ”ธ⭐๐‹๐˜๐‘๐ˆ๐‚๐’⭐๐Ÿ”ธ
No way
I won't deal
Go fuck yourselves
Don't tell me how to feel
Now I'm bored
Of your caucasian Jesus

Not seen
But isn't even there
And I dream
What you could never dare

My thoughts are not who I am
I've killed, I've died
And I've tried the best I can
I run from you
Harbingers of doom

'Cause I won't be pacified
By what you're scared to lose
And I won't efface myself
So I can be like you

Go fix yourself
Instead of someone else
Go fix yourself
Instead of someone else
Go fix yourself
Instead of someone else
Go fix yourself
Instead of someone else
Go fix yourself
Instead of someone else

Go fix yourself
Go fix yourself
Go fix yourself
Instead of someone else
Go fix yourself

Go fix yourself
Instead of someone else
Go fix yourself
Instead of someone else

Go fix yourself
Instead of someone else
Go fix yourself
Go fix yourself
Instead of someone else
Go fix yourself
Instead of someone else

Photo credit: Jon Stone

This song is the perfect anthem for everything that characterizes the hypocritical life of our civilization in the 21st century.
You know, my inner perception of life was marked by two famous quotes:
The first of these was ๐„๐ข๐ง๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ข๐ง'๐ฌ ๐๐ž๐Ÿ๐ข๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ข๐ง๐ฌ๐š๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ฒ:
๐Ÿ”น“๐‘ฐ๐’๐’”๐’‚๐’๐’Š๐’•๐’š ๐’Š๐’” ๐’…๐’๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’”๐’‚๐’Ž๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’๐’—๐’†๐’“ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’๐’—๐’†๐’“ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’†๐’™๐’‘๐’†๐’„๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’…๐’Š๐’‡๐’‡๐’†๐’“๐’†๐’๐’• ๐’“๐’†๐’”๐’–๐’๐’•๐’”.”๐Ÿ”น

And the second was ๐š ๐ช๐ฎ๐จ๐ญ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ƒ๐ซ. ๐–๐š๐ฒ๐ง๐ž ๐ƒ๐ฒ๐ž๐ซ:
๐Ÿ”น"๐‘ช๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’˜๐’‚๐’š ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’”๐’†๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ๐’” ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ๐’” ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’”๐’†๐’† ๐’˜๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’„๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ๐’†."๐Ÿ”น

Now, honestly, why am I writing about this - do you feel that our civilization is on the way to a better life?
That after all the human suffering we've been through, we're doing our best not to repeat the same mistakes over and over again?


I will only mention a few points, although I could talk for hours on this topic:
๐Ÿ”น Doesn't it seem crazy to you that the powers of this world want to wage war again and again and keep humanity in pain and suffering?

๐Ÿ”น That while in some countries farmers are forced to destroy their crops due to price controls, in others children are dying by the hundreds a day of starvation?๐Ÿ”น That human rights are now being suppressed even more and more in most of the world?
๐Ÿ”น That we strive for more and more material wealth, even though we know that in another part of the world even small children have to work to survive another day?
๐Ÿ”น That perhaps your new mobile phone also comes from the suffering of children searching for precious metals in rubbish dumps?
๐Ÿ”น That satisfying our craving for exotic crops causes a huge ecological burden due to their transport across the ocean?
๐Ÿ”น That we will allow the orangutan population to disappear from the world thanks to our voracious appetites?

๐Ÿ”น ๐“๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฆ๐ž๐๐ข๐š (๐ฌ๐จ๐œ๐ข๐š๐ฅ ๐ง๐ž๐ญ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค๐ฌ, ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐œ๐ข๐š๐ง๐ฌ, ๐œ๐ž๐ฅ๐ž๐›๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ) ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐›๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐ž๐Ÿ๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž "๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐œ๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐ž๐œ๐ญ" ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ฅ๐?

๐‡๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฐ๐ž ๐›๐ž๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž, ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ, ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฐ๐ž ๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐ค ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฐ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ค?

Don't you ever feel like a tiny part of a huge social experiment?

Photo credit: Jon Stone

It's just that this song has a powerful message for all of us:
We all live in our own personal bubble and what is within our reach we have the ability to change for the better.

It may be a clichรฉ, but this is exactly how we can change the world.

๐Ÿ”น๐ˆ๐Ÿ ๐ฐ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐ข๐ฑ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐ฏ๐ž๐ฌ.๐Ÿ”น

Simply try to see things from a bigger perspective and not to be influenced by the majority opinion that someone imposes on us "for our own good".
⭐๐‹๐ž๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐Ÿ๐ข๐ง๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐œ๐ก๐จ๐จ๐ฌ๐ž ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฐ๐ž ๐ฐ๐š๐ง๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐ข๐ง. ๐๐ž๐œ๐š๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž ๐ฆ๐š๐ฒ ๐›๐ž ๐ฎ๐ฉ...⭐

Post by Marti

Wednesday, March 30, 2022

๐Ÿ”ป⚡️ ๐—ก๐—˜๐—ช ๐—œ๐—ก๐—ง๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—ฉ๐—œ๐—˜๐—ช ๐—ช๐—œ๐—ง๐—› ๐—ฆ๐—”̈๐—–๐—›๐—ฆ๐—œ๐—ฆ๐—–๐—›๐—˜ ๐—ญ๐—˜๐—œ๐—ง๐—จ๐—ก๐—š (๐—ง๐—ฅ๐—”๐—ก๐—ฆ๐—Ÿ๐—”๐—ง๐—œ๐—ข๐—ก) ⚡️๐Ÿ”บ

German newspaper Sรคchsische Zeitung published an interview with Brian. He talks about the new album and its songs, why he left London, his drug addiction, the current situation in the world, David Bowie and his son Cody. Enjoy reading!

⭐️"๐™’๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™๐™ค๐™ช๐™ฉ ๐™ข๐™ฎ ๐™ง๐™–๐™œ๐™š, ๐™ฉ๐™๐™ž๐™จ ๐™ฅ๐™ค๐™ฌ๐™š๐™ง-๐™ฅ๐™–๐™˜๐™ ๐™š๐™™ ๐™ง๐™š๐™˜๐™ค๐™ง๐™™ ๐™ฌ๐™ค๐™ช๐™ก๐™™๐™ฃ'๐™ฉ ๐™š๐™ญ๐™ž๐™จ๐™ฉ"⭐️

Photo credit: Mads Perch

After a nine-year break, Placebo are back with a furious album. Singer Brian Molko explains what drove him.

On "Never let me go", the first new Placebo studio album in nine years, Brian Molko gives free rein to his anger. The anger of the introverted frontman is a blessing for the new songs. Not for ages have Molko (49) and bassist Stefan Olsdal (47) sounded so spirited and overwhelmingly powerful as on the new songs. In a telephone interview, Molko talks about his escape from England, drugs and anger at the world.


๐˜‰๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜น๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜บ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ 2016. ๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜บ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ค๐˜ฌ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ถ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ?
๐Ÿ“ข “The effects are only really seeping in now. Ultimately, it is yet another uncertainty that has come on top. Overall, I feel psychologically brutally heckled by all the uncertainties and threats that have been raining down on us for years. The Coronavirus has raised the question in my mind whether there is still a future for this band at all. No one can live on Spotify alone. I keep asking myself if I still have a job and what the future holds. Brexit and Corona was a twin demon for me, making me angry and depressed. I knew I had to get out of here or I'd break down physically and mentally.”


๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜Œ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ?
๐Ÿ“ข “Well, I won't tell you. In London, a lot of people knew where I lived. There were a number of kids hanging around outside the house waiting for me, even ringing the doorbell all the time. Then when I came out, they would follow me. That's why I keep to myself where I live now.”


๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฒ๐˜ถ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ญ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜บ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ, ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ'๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ?
๐Ÿ“ข “Yes, that's me one hundred percent. I only want to appear in public as the singer of Placebo. Outside of my job I am reserved and shy. I don't need attention when I fetch bread rolls in the morning.”


๐˜๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜บ "๐˜ž๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ" ๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ฑ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ ๐˜“๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ?
๐Ÿ“ข “No. 'Went missing' is primarily a reflection on the close relationship I have with my addiction therapist. Whenever I relapsed, everything would suddenly go pitch black around me and I would disappear, in a sense, both internally and externally. When I would reappear, he would say, "Oh, you must have been off the face of the earth for a while." The song is also about how my addiction became visible to the public from time to time. A few times in Placebo's history I didn't make it past the first song of a concert.”


๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜จ๐˜ด ๐˜จ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ?
๐Ÿ“ข “The erasure of the self. The search for this disappearance, so that I no longer have to feel myself. Basically, I was running away from myself, from my own personality. For many years I didn't understand how much fear close people had for me. If you have a close relationship with an addict who disappears, you worry about their life and fear that you may never see that person again.”


๐˜‹๐˜ฐ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜จ๐˜ด ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜บ?
๐Ÿ“ข “I have worked towards a lifestyle that is much, much more moderate over many years.”


๐˜๐˜ฏ '๐˜๐˜ช๐˜น ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ง', ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฌ ๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ข๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜น ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ง?
๐Ÿ“ข “No, 'Fix yourself' is a fuck-you song. It's not about me, it's about all the lying fucking hypocrites out there. The song is directed at everyone who goes around thinking they have to spread their morals. Starting with the church. I don't let any priests tell me how to live or what to think. Let them start with themselves and change their own lives and attitudes!”


"๐˜•๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜“๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜”๐˜ฆ ๐˜Ž๐˜ฐ" ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ข ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ, ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ณ๐˜บ, ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ฎ, ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ฏ'๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ต?
๐Ÿ“ข “It's our lick-me album, that's right. It's by far the most angry and incensed thing we've ever done. And it's very focused in its anger and rage. I have a different, far greater clarity now than I used to because of my lifestyle.”


"๐˜Š๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ด" ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ข ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ฑ๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ด. ๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ-๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ด?
๐Ÿ“ข “Only mockery. Nothing else. Although - yes, one more thing: contempt.”


๐˜๐˜ด ๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜ข ๐˜ฃ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ค ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜จ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ด?
๐Ÿ“ข “Sure, without my anger, this power-packed record wouldn't exist. As a compassionate person, I can't walk three steps without getting pissed off at the concentrated unfairness at every turn. I wanted to talk about what surveillance, predatory capitalism, greed and hate do to us from a human, empathetic perspective. There was definitely a lot pent up inside me.”


๐˜‹๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ฑ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ค๐˜ช๐˜ข๐˜ญ ๐˜ง๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ, ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ด. ๐˜Œ๐˜ฒ๐˜ถ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜บ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜บ, ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜—๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ง๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜จ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ, ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ถ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ง-๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ฑ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜บ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ฅ- ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ด.
๐Ÿ“ข “Yes, that's true. Much of what has to do with gender, sexuality and identity is no longer exotic, but has become part of the mainstream. Many of the debates we have today as a matter of course didn't even exist 25 years ago. Back then, the options were hetero, homo or bi. Nothing else. Even when it comes to questions of origin and skin colour, some things have changed for the better.”


๐˜‰๐˜ถ๐˜ต?
๐Ÿ“ข “I don't know if we really live in a less prejudiced world. You only have to look around in Europe. There are significantly more populist, i.e. far-right, leaders than 20 or 30 years ago. Do we really live with less resentment today, or is that an illusion reinforced by this little computer we carry with us 24 hours a day? I too believed that the world would become more peaceful and just, but we see that this is only an illusion.”


๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜Š๐˜ฐ๐˜ฅ๐˜บ, ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ข ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ค๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ด๐˜ง๐˜ถ๐˜ญ ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ, ๐˜ช๐˜ด 16. ๐˜๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜จ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ถ๐˜ฑ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ข ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ณ ๐˜ข๐˜จ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜Œ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ. ๐˜ˆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ง๐˜ถ๐˜ต๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ?
๐Ÿ“ข “Yes, definitely. He hardly knows what it's like to be carefree. He just suffered two years of the pandemic and now he's suffering under Putin. Damn. I'm a child of the eighties. In my day, there wasn't a security camera every ten feet, and phones were still connected by a wire in the wall. My son's world is nothing like mine anymore. He enjoys the technological progress. But what about the bill for this motley present and future that awaits him at some point? His mobile phone is de facto a medium of control too. It holds him hostage. But of course he doesn't see it that way. He only knows the dopamine kick that prompts him to keep scrolling.”


๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜‹๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ฅ ๐˜‰๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ'๐˜ด ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ง๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜บ ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฃ๐˜ช๐˜จ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฉ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜•๐˜ฆ๐˜ธ ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฌ'๐˜ด ๐˜”๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜š๐˜ฒ๐˜ถ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜Ž๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ. ๐˜•๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ง ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ง ๐˜ข ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜‹๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ. ๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ?
๐Ÿ“ข “I'm certainly not famous enough for a birthday party at Madison Square Garden. Oh, David. My friend and mentor. I think about him every day. I still get teary-eyed when I think about his last birthday, that was unspeakably emotional for me. It's a bit sad that David had to be terminally ill before I realised how much he meant and taught me as a person and as a friend. David showed me how to be a kind, approachable person and how to treat other people with decency. He was good to everyone he met. I admire him and I love him.”
(Sรคchsische Zeitung, March 25th 2022)
Translation: Silke

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