today we are going back to lullabies.
Did you miss them? Are you looking forward to today's episode?
Let's do it, I believe you won't regret it.
Photo credit: Carole Epinette |
๐น๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ „๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐“๐๐ฅ๐๐ฎ๐ฆ:๐น
"Although we have kept our rage, it's a very sentimental and melancholic record. An analytical summary of emotions we have felt in the last three years.“
(๐ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ธ00๐น)
These three gems I want to talk about are unique because of Brian's talent, where he uses his singing in just the right way to elevate each of these songs to the highest level. Plus, we have two songs that are recorded in two versions, which is just something that pleases my ears again.
๐๐จ๐๐๐ฒ'๐ฌ ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐๐ฒ, ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ข๐๐ก ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ง ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ญ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐.
๐ถ๐น„โ๐๐ธ๐๐๐โ๐โ๐ผ“๐น๐ถ
๐น๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ '๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐':๐น
“The one song that doesn’t fit into the relationships theme. A classic Placebo song with a classic Placebo theme – individuality.“
(๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ฐ๐๐๐๐ ๐ธ00๐น)
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฅ๐๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ถ๐ค๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐บ ๐๐ช๐ฎ ๐๐ฃ๐ฃ๐ช๐ด๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ด 7๐ต๐ฉ ๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต๐ด ๐ข๐ญ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ฎ.
https://tinyurl.com/y7bnuvrc
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ -๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐ ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐๐ญ๐ข๐ค๐ฆ๐ฃ๐ฐ'๐ด ๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ญ๐ฆ “๐๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ค๐ช๐ข๐ญ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ด” ๐ฉ๐ข๐ญ๐ง ๐ข ๐บ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ ๐ข๐ง๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ “๐๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐จ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต๐ด” ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ถ๐ค๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ช๐น๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐บ ๐๐ช๐ฎ๐ช๐ต๐ณ๐ช ๐๐ช๐ฌ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฐ๐ช ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ญ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ฎ “๐๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ด” ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ.
https://tinyurl.com/yhpk5b2y
Photo credit: Nigel Crane |
In this song Brian references lyrics from Sonic Youth's album Sister on "Plasticine" ("๐ต๐๐๐ข๐ก๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐กโ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐กโ๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ข๐กโ๐๐ข๐ ๐๐๐๐๐" ๐๐๐๐๐๐ก๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ "๐ต๐๐๐ข๐ก๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐กโ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐กโ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐" ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข๐กโ'๐ "๐ต๐๐๐ข๐ก๐ฆ ๐ฟ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐กโ๐ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐").
The very first song and such a gem.
I'm talking about the slow version, of course, even though the original fast rock version is just amazing.
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ -๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐ ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง...
Unfortunately, this song was never performed live either.
When you hear the verse ⭐"...๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ต'๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ค๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ"⭐ for the first time, it's pure perfection put into a unique voice.
Brian's voice makes this song something absolutely tender, soft, something that wraps you in angelic wings and you wish it would never end.
At least that's how this song makes me feel.
The lyrics could support teenagers in their difficult time when they are trying to draw attention to their uniqueness.
It's a time when everyone feels the need to be more or less a rebel, to stand up for themselves.
But this song can also be understood from the other side - at the moment when a young person joins a group of other rebels and tries to impress others there, so as not to stand out from the crowd, then it is appropriate to use exactly that verse - ⭐"๐๐จ๐ง'๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ซ๐".⭐
But this song lovingly suggests to each of us to reflect on our lives.
To what extent am I being myself and to what extent am I trying to behave in a way that fulfills others' idea of me?
I leave that reflection to you.
I lived most of my life to please everyone around me...mother, husband, children, boss at work...
Until I got seriously ill and it made me realize where my uniqueness had been lost.
Rebel anarchist in my youth, but suddenly I didn't recognize myself...
Yeah, that was a tough test.
It was only then that the lyrics of this song took on the right meaning for me. I can honestly say for myself that Placebo really is therapy. Because such songs are meant to make you think.
⭐๐๐ก๐๐ฌ๐ ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐๐ฌ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฆ๐:⭐
๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ญ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ฏ... ๐๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ...
๐๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐จ๐ฐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง-๐ฆ๐ด๐ต๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฎ... ๐๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ค๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ...“
Photo credit: Tracey Griffin |
๐ถ๐น"๐'๐๐ ๐น๐ผ ๐๐๐โ๐" ๐น๐ถ
๐"I think we've gone back to what we do best which is writing twisted love stories. They have a certain darkness to them, an acid lullaby, which is important otherwise they become insipid and disposable."
(๐ฟ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฒ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ท, ๐ธ00๐น)
๐น๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐:๐น
The song '๐'๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ' was also released in two versions.
๐"๐๐ต ๐ง๐ช๐ณ๐ด๐ต ๐ช๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ข ๐ธ๐ข๐ญ๐ต๐ป. ๐๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ต๐ถ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฐ, ๐๐ช๐ฎ ๐๐ฃ๐ฃ๐ช๐ด๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ถ๐ด: "๐๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ฏ '๐'๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ด', ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ช๐ต'๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข ๐ธ๐ข๐ญ๐ต๐ป. ๐๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ง๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ-๐ด๐ต๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ฆ. ๐๐ญ๐ต๐ช๐ฎ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ, ๐ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ค๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ. ๐๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ช๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ช๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ข ๐-๐ด๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ!"
(๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ ๐ผ๐๐๐๐, ๐ป๐๐ ๐ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฝ๐.๐น๐พ๐ธ, ๐ผ๐๐๐๐-๐ฐ๐๐๐๐ ๐ธ00๐น)
So to be clear, the version that is on the ๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐๐ก๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฌ album is not the original version because Jim Abbiss needed to change the rhythm of the song from a waltz to a four beats. And thanks to this, we can now enjoy two lullabies instead of one!
Take a listen to the version '๐'๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ' that was eventually released as the ninth song of the ๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐๐ก๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฌ album. You'll hear the onset of Steve's drums first, joined by the dark sound of Stefan's guitar.
Even this beginning is a foreshadowing that this is no romantic sweet lovesong.
'๐'๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ' ๐๐๐๐ข๐๐ข๐๐ฅ ๐๐ฎ๐๐ข๐จ
https://tinyurl.com/4kj3t5kb
While the second version with piano may confuse us because it sounds more tender, the lyrics belie that impression.
'๐'๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ' (๐๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐ ๐.๐.)
https://tinyurl.com/ac3dzv67
This original version called - ๐น"๐'๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐ ๐.๐."๐น was released as the B-side of the ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ก ๐๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐๐ซ ๐๐๐ข๐ง ๐ฌ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐๐๐๐ and was re-released in 2016 on the compilation "๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐๐ก๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฌ ๐-๐๐ข๐๐๐ฌ" available only on digital platforms.
As far as I know, Placebo played live "๐'๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐ ๐.๐." only at the private concert at ๐'๐๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ข๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐ข๐ฌ, ๐ ๐ซ๐๐ง๐๐, ๐จ๐ง ๐๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐๐, ๐๐๐๐, ๐ฐ๐ก๐ข๐๐ก ๐ฐ๐๐ฌ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ ๐จ๐ง ๐๐๐๐.
Photo credit: Nigel Crane |
„I composed Protect Me From What I Want during Black Market Music at the same time as I'll Be Yours. This is two songs you vomit, which came out of me without my being aware of it. At the time I was weak. I was caught in a painful divorce and I needed to express it."
(๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ ๐ผ๐๐๐๐, ๐ป๐๐ ๐ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฝ๐.๐น๐พ๐ธ, ๐ผ๐๐๐๐-๐ฐ๐๐๐๐ ๐ธ00๐น)
”A disturbing track. Someone who wants to engulf another person completely in the name of love. Something I’ve been on the receiving end of and it’s scary.”
(๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ ๐ผ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ฐ๐๐๐๐ ๐ธ00๐น)
„๐'๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ธ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ... ๐๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ค๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ...๐๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฒ๐ถ๐ช๐ฅ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ฆ...
๐'๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ง๐ฆ๐ณ... ๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ'๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ...๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐ฆ...
๐'๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ง๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ...๐'๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ..
๐'๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ... ๐'๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ด... ๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ด...
๐'๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ค๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ณ... ๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ'๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ค๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ...
๐๐ฐ ๐'๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฐ๐ณ... ๐๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ญ๐ฐ๐ข๐ต ๐ข๐ธ๐ข๐บ...“
To me, this song is an expression of the cruel boundless dependence of one person on another.
But be warned - it's not the tormented tone of Without You I'm Nothing song, it's not the dog's eyes full of desire to be noticed by the other person.
These are dark threats, just whatever you do, I'll lovingly hold you in my arms so you can't breathe.
For me it's like -
I'll be your water, I'll clear your thoughts and I'll keep a good eye on you so you don't escape.
I'll be your anchor, I'll hold you so you never leave these shores.
I'll be your drug, the demons don't stand a chance because you have me.
I'll be your everything, but don't you dare look anywhere else. It's me, I'm all you need. Nobody else. And you have no choice but to believe it and surrender.
Photo credit: Helena Berg |
If the previous lullaby has dragged you down into the dark waters of human addiction, rest assured that there is no escape during the next track.
๐ถ๐น"โ๐ผโ๐โ๐ผ๐ฝ๐๐๐ป๐"๐น๐ถ
is the last song on the album “Sleeping with ghosts” and maybe it deals with something that is long past, but the author clings to it and cannot get over it.
I imagine it can extend to idolizing a famous celebrity... All he thinks about every day is that the object of his desire he worships can't be happy with anyone but him.
And in his malice, he wishes his adored nothing good... „๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ, ๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ญ (๐๐ข๐ญ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ป๐ข๐ณ) ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ, ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ค๐ข๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต'๐ด ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ธ๐ข๐บ.“
These verses ⭐"๐๐ญ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ณ๐ฆ๐ง๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ... ๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ข๐ง๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฅ... ๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ'๐ท๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ง๐ข๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ช๐ณ ๐ฆ๐บ๐ฆ๐ด …"⭐ are full of poison.
For me it means „..๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ง๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ง๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฎ๐ข๐จ๐ข๐ป๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ... ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ช๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ... ๐ข๐ค๐ค๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฆ, ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ค๐ข๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐'๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐จ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฎ๐บ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง ๐ต๐ฐ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ง๐ถ๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ช๐ค๐ฌ๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ด...“
It's about self-degradation, total humiliation at any cost.
I have personally experienced several times a situation when I looked up in love to some important person from my surroundings, and in that moment, when your hormones are totally controlling you and every cell is screaming for his or her arms, it's pretty hard to handle the emotions.
It meant a lot of despair and crying nights for me...
Fate often tests us hard, how far we are willing to go, what humiliation we are able to achieve, just to be noticed by that person.
๐น๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐:๐น
”Someone telling a washed-up celebrity 'I’m the best you can get now so you’d better be mine.' It’s about obsession, questions of status and self-degradation.”
(๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ ๐ผ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ฐ๐๐๐๐ ๐ธ00๐น)
”This is a track written by Stefan six years ago at the piano. It's about the role reversal in relationships, the lost power, a very desperate form of love, very unclean, impossible.”
(๐ป๐๐ ๐ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ผ๐๐๐๐-๐ฐ๐๐๐๐ ๐ธ00๐น)
“When you’re releasing your first couple of records you do think that you’re invincible. As a young artist there’s always this voice in the back of your head telling you you’re shit, that you’re not as good as the next guy. By the time you get to your fourth album that voice has changed. You know you can’t be shit because you’ve just sold X amount of records, but now it’s telling you you’re a has-been. As an artist that’s been on my mind and that’s why it’s crept into songs like ‘Centrefolds’ and ‘Special Needs’, this idea of washed-up celebrity.”
(๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ ๐ผ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ฐ๐๐๐๐ ๐ธ00๐น)
~๐น~๐น~๐น~
Dear soulmates, - the song 'Centrefolds' was played live only 69 times in total in 2003-2004.
Enjoy today's last lullaby in a live performance shared from ๐๐๐ „๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐๐ญ๐๐ฌ ๐๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ ๐๐ข๐“ ๐๐๐ซ๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐๐๐.
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